as day b4 went to Pangkor Island with cauple of my friends ....quite happy with the trip le...satisfy .....the first day we jus rent motor and take a round in the island ...and bought some 海鲜 and then went to observe something they call 篮眼泪 something blue and shine at the beach at night .........then got a big rain though !! then all rush back to our motel and took bath le ....then play " DARE OR TRUE " in the room haha darm funny XD !! as all the things i jus remember it on mind XD since dun hv any camera to capture ...aihh wasted ~~ but keep in mind is the most importand haha ~~ then till another days morning plan to go watch sun rise =.= but then all sleep like a pig canot wake up XD so then we took breakfast .....and 10.30 we went snookling "duno spelling" on the other side of the island ~_~ what the !! the stone there dram sharp !!! when we went down to the water ~~ aww down on our feet jus like all spike =.= pain =.= but some how ....we all endure and keep going on =.= go to some where which is more deeper ....so then we can float over the water ...and dont need to step on those spiky rock -___-"" but then .....1 of my friend ~~ she duno how to swim as well ...so she was scary -___- so then she kept on push my hand -___- and darm it ~~ i get scartch from a stone -___- and hand get injure XD !! .....lol .....but after tat ...its truely danger ....and then we decide to go back to the sea-shore and we all stood there wait for the workers which sent us to tis "Rubbish and Dirty island " =.= gosh .....after few min =.= finally the worker came back and take us back to the actual beach =.= its more better than the stupid island jus now =.= here dun hv any sharpy rocks =.= we all play enjoy on here =.= rather than on the stupid island jus now =.= sigh ... somemore RM15 =s ~~~ lolx ~~ but nvm .....we quite enjoy la -___- aihh.....after tat ~~ 11.30pm we got back to motel bath and pack all the things began to leave there =s ~~ its really nice XD RM60 for the room with air con ~~ really nice ...plan to come back again nxt time XD!!! then we back to lumut around 2pm and took our lunch in some mamak " NASI ISKANDAR " ~~ ok le .....price was reasonable =) ....then we took some picture in lumut ~~ with HAND PHONE -___- lolx .....on my friends there XD hvt get pic yet =s ~~ but nth to show la XD .....then went back to Ipoh 4pm !!! but then reach ipoh at 6 pm !! what the !! the bus was sux !! not direct back to IPOH le !!! the bus pass through some kampung and also take some passenger also !! as i know first i enter the bus is comfortable !! but then more and more ppls until full !! then the bus become so hot inside !! some more from lumut to IPOH took us 2 hours !! deng !! stupid bus =.= ~~ aihh. ... as back to ipoh then after bath and dinner ~~ sleep directly after MSN chating awhile XD !!
Till today morning ~~~ woke up around 9.30 ~~ then feel not to go class XD haha lazy ~~ and today is Xmas eve ~~ then spend whole day in GAME haha RO =s ~~ played le =.= nth to do though .....then till 8pm ~~ jus wen out with friends for count down -___- as im late 9.30 jus went out -___- ~~ but when i reach my friend's house ~~ still wanna wait for her -___- for arond 1 hours ++ !!! what la =.= so then we went out around 11pm -____- as we reach Y2K ~~ its around 11.30 pm -____- so then lucky my tiny kancil ^^ can get a car slot easy ~~ cause small car ^^ keke .....as my friend -___- another car ~~ canot find any car park slot ....and also hv some prob with them .....duno what happen now ...... then me and 2 of my friends count down infront of Y2k -____- tis year Xmas ~~ pass on like tat -___- after tat my friends which the other car 1 ....said something happen ~~ she wan back first -___- so then they go back le ...and me and 2 of my friends go Hallo Cafe hv some drinks le =) ......as vry enjoy the place as well ...and tat cafe is open by my friend's auntie ~~ so then got some nice place to sit on to enjoy ppls singing there ~~~ there was 2 boys singing for today ....their voice quite nice =) ~~ as i enjoy the place vry vry much XD as my friend said ~~ i rather spend on time in here more than in Y2k those disco place ....i agree with her also XD !!! here is more better lor -___- after hv some drink ~~ then we end up there 2am ~~ then continue yum cha at Nasmir XD ~~ then chat chat chat le ....and now 4am back le ...then write blog till now 5am ~____~ another day sleep late again haha !! gosh !! sleep le !!
what i learn =) really alot within these few days =) nice ........ " let go something " and also some of the comment from friends =) take it =D !! rememeber on my mind !! save !! XD !! okok nite now ~~ 5am ~_~ sleep !! MORNING !! kakak ......
Monday, December 25, 2006
Friday, December 15, 2006
Full Day At Home =)
Today wake up early in the morning ~~ and yet ~~ actually today hv class ......and feel like not going le ....so then continue sleep XD ~~~ after tat 12.30 wake up ~~ then went to brush up myself ......then take my breakfast + lunch haha ....consider lunch le .... ~~ after gettting of it ~~ spend edi 1 hours watching TV ler =.= watch the past drama in channel 34 " journey to the west " bla bla then watch edi 3 oclock went up stairs ~~ suddenly feel like wan to read books @@? lolx ~~ after tat .....took out the books which i bought when i was in form 4 haha its a about future ambition ~___~ since nth to read then read through tat book le ......haha hv been with me for few years edi tat book ~~ but i jus read cauple of pages only =S ~~ so read through the book le....but then when i look inisde the books -___- then feel sleepy le ....keke ~~ then of course i take a short nap lor =S till 5pm wake up XD haha then jus started to read the books ~~ really get alot of thing inside ~~ the book really nice to read =S ~~ keke since i found tat lof of things inside were meaningful ~~ so plan tat when i hv free time or when i hv the MOOD to read again jus read XD so i put a bookmark there haha ~~ but duno when i jus will read it again lolx ~~ after tat go friendster ~~ omg ~~ found tat @@ lot of testi @@ hvt reply -____- then i reply those testi le =.= if not will getting more and more lor =.= after tat .....till half way went down for my dinner =S ~~~ when the time hving dinner ~~ my mummy and grandpa back from Night Market ....and bought some junk food ~~~ after i ate those junky food ~~ then my mom also bought some CD there le those drama ~~ and found tat she buy a new drama tat hong kong 1 ~~ woo hoo then spend my time enjoy there le ~~ first of all we thought jus watch for fun lor =.= but the drama really intresting to watch on @@ so then watch watch watch until those ASTRO drama also skip haha what are we watching is "肥天喜事 " really intresting le then watch until 12.30 ler ~~ all of them gone up for sleep ....but i continue on it to watch for it until the first CD finish XD ~~ till epi 10 woohoo ...... then now jus come up and gonna sleep and now wrinting blog here le =)
But what i wan to mention is ~~ hermm actually today quite Lazy la ~~ assignment hvt finish ~~ somemore watch Drama until so late le ...actually tomorrow still wan to go coll to show my work to my lecturer see ~_~ but i hvt finish haha ~~ nvm la dun care about it =) ~~ jus sleep tightly today haha .....today also ok what ~_~ for me not really waste time lor..... actually Drama really can learn something inside =) jus depends what u watch lor =.= ~~ somes are really good somes are really lame ~___~ " but found tat the drama i watch not bad what ..... at least i really get something from drama ..... i dont like to watch those drama like ermmm these day really popular 1 leh ~~ " 薇笑 Pasta " ermm those idol 1 le ....not really like to watch ~~ but somes story are really good ....but those drama canot learn anything lor ...most of it = love story =S ~~ keke duno ler ~~ jus .....think tat ~~ for a day i spend on .......i dun really hope tat i learn nth .....at least i learn for a little bit thing for a day ~~~ tat's enough for me =) dont really wan to waste my time =) tis is what im think now =) so learn evrything is good =) keke ok le ~~ sleep now ~~ nite nite 3.30am =) nite =D
But what i wan to mention is ~~ hermm actually today quite Lazy la ~~ assignment hvt finish ~~ somemore watch Drama until so late le ...actually tomorrow still wan to go coll to show my work to my lecturer see ~_~ but i hvt finish haha ~~ nvm la dun care about it =) ~~ jus sleep tightly today haha .....today also ok what ~_~ for me not really waste time lor..... actually Drama really can learn something inside =) jus depends what u watch lor =.= ~~ somes are really good somes are really lame ~___~ " but found tat the drama i watch not bad what ..... at least i really get something from drama ..... i dont like to watch those drama like ermmm these day really popular 1 leh ~~ " 薇笑 Pasta " ermm those idol 1 le ....not really like to watch ~~ but somes story are really good ....but those drama canot learn anything lor ...most of it = love story =S ~~ keke duno ler ~~ jus .....think tat ~~ for a day i spend on .......i dun really hope tat i learn nth .....at least i learn for a little bit thing for a day ~~~ tat's enough for me =) dont really wan to waste my time =) tis is what im think now =) so learn evrything is good =) keke ok le ~~ sleep now ~~ nite nite 3.30am =) nite =D
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Nothing ~ But Funny To Take A Look At It =D "
haha ....nth to do ~~ when i take a look to my Pic ~ from the past till now really change alot XD .....keke .... watever ........really wan to thx my friend who alyways complaint me for tis and that ....and now really come out a good pakage for myself " I THINK " XD ~~ duno le ... jus if look at the first pic and the last pic really hv big diffrent XD !! anyways ~~ it shown times really can change evrything ~~ not only an appearance from a person ~~ and yet alot of things ~~ such as Love ? Friendship ? and alot more =) as i told my self ....at least learn something for a day ...... dun be wasted ....evryday ...i'll try to think for myself hv learn about what ? ....today i learn tat " 明天不一定会更好，但更好的明天一定会到来 " 凡事不要在乎付出多少 ~ 也别在乎有多少回报 ~ 去体会快乐与痛苦的过程 ~ 未来还有许多空白等你染上色彩 " i really appreciate tis sentense which my friend sent to me few days ago =) .....as i know ......future on we still duno what will happen ....as we know .....sometimes ~~ dun judge for it ...let it be what happen .....maybe u'll get more surprise from it ....if evyrthing u think it is nice .....and if thre result come out its not tat what u wan ....then maybe u'll feel sad about it .....if u didnt think of it .....1st u get the result which is bad ....then u jus get it as experince le ....dont be sad .... there are more ppls stand up from failure evryday ...... and strive for alive in ER room everday ..... so life & time ~~ are importand .....take it and appreciate it =)
Saturday, December 02, 2006
Boring + Dreaming ~~
Nothing to in the whole afternoon , although friends asking me to go SUNWAY LOST WORLD to play ~~ but cause tonite needa go for my grandmom golden wedding ceremony so if i play with them surely till midnight also canot go back hoouse ....so i rejected them =S ~~ aihh....so for the whole afternoon while listening music .....then started to happen DAY DREAM XD....haha ~~ kinda funny to think of it =) when a person thinking something ~~ should be so wonderful and marvelous =) but ~~ all of it jus DREAMING of it HAHA !! i started to get to know myself like to think tis and that like to DREAM alot woo hoo HAHA ~~ cause its reall fun when u can imagine how wonderful ure in ur dream hahah !! ~~~ whenever im free ~~ or sometimes the place is silent ~~ i'll started to think ......think backforawrd something happen from last time till now ~~ what i've did ~~ ~~ mistake ~~ and even some others thing .......it really prove tat .....ppls will change day by day ~~~ till now .....after i think for it ....i really change alot ......from the past till now =) happiness and Sadness =) alot keke ...... but all edi past lor .......really happy for evryhing i've done ....even something happen to me make me so PAI SEH haha but its really a great experince XD ~~
now ~~ i've edi 18 ~~ thinking of my future ....how can i achive the things i wan =) so ....by doing tat step by setp ....... i can realize tat .....times really can turn everythings ..... know tat how reality tis world are when u step out to work ......all these ...i did get it ........as ppls said "在这社会里，千万别锋茫太露;越显得有用的人就会被装没用的人利用;明争暗斗，是是非非;懂得保护自己，最后胜利的才是自己。" i also trust on tis ~~ cause ....its really true from the sentence from drama ......tis world are reality ......not even tis ....i also learn tat “人总是在伤害中才学会思考 " is it ? .....never get hurt from experince ....wont appreciate everythings ...... ~~ evry of tis ....i gain it from the past experince till now .....by getting all these ...... i hope tat i wont mess up with all these ...... even ~~ i keep on thinking of the road i taking now .....i'll never turn back for what i've done ......jus remember something importand point ....and move forward ...... cause "无法真正知道自己要的是什么，抱着“走一步算一步”的心态，这样的个性，是无法成为一个有魅力的人的。人生总会遇到许多十字路口，又是彷徨，有时无措，但我们都要能提起勇气，选择一条属于自己的路。我们都在影响着别人，也同时被他人影响着，端看是什么样的影响。是好事坏，不能忘了原本的自己， 究竟是为了什么要改变。答案也只有自己知道。" so ~~ as the road are choose by my own .....so i must know what im doing for evry step on the road ....... mistake ....is a lesson of leraning ......experince it ..... =)
aihhh say so much of nonsense XD ~~~ but its really good to me ^^ ~~ there hv much more things i still need to learn ....specially i striking for my dream =) understand edi and aim nicely ~~ and shoot on the target ...... sometimes ~~~ fortune also importand.....so believe in 10% of fortune and 90% of my own =) as all of these i gain .... time for me to use it properly ......
k le hv to stop ~_~ duno what to said on .....but jus ~~~ i tell myself ~~ i've find my way ~~ i'll go through of it !!! no matter how ....i must =) CHEER UP CHEER UP !! and never giv up =D
now ~~ i've edi 18 ~~ thinking of my future ....how can i achive the things i wan =) so ....by doing tat step by setp ....... i can realize tat .....times really can turn everythings ..... know tat how reality tis world are when u step out to work ......all these ...i did get it ........as ppls said "在这社会里，千万别锋茫太露;越显得有用的人就会被装没用的人利用;明争暗斗，是是非非;懂得保护自己，最后胜利的才是自己。" i also trust on tis ~~ cause ....its really true from the sentence from drama ......tis world are reality ......not even tis ....i also learn tat “人总是在伤害中才学会思考 " is it ? .....never get hurt from experince ....wont appreciate everythings ...... ~~ evry of tis ....i gain it from the past experince till now .....by getting all these ...... i hope tat i wont mess up with all these ...... even ~~ i keep on thinking of the road i taking now .....i'll never turn back for what i've done ......jus remember something importand point ....and move forward ...... cause "无法真正知道自己要的是什么，抱着“走一步算一步”的心态，这样的个性，是无法成为一个有魅力的人的。人生总会遇到许多十字路口，又是彷徨，有时无措，但我们都要能提起勇气，选择一条属于自己的路。我们都在影响着别人，也同时被他人影响着，端看是什么样的影响。是好事坏，不能忘了原本的自己， 究竟是为了什么要改变。答案也只有自己知道。" so ~~ as the road are choose by my own .....so i must know what im doing for evry step on the road ....... mistake ....is a lesson of leraning ......experince it ..... =)
aihhh say so much of nonsense XD ~~~ but its really good to me ^^ ~~ there hv much more things i still need to learn ....specially i striking for my dream =) understand edi and aim nicely ~~ and shoot on the target ...... sometimes ~~~ fortune also importand.....so believe in 10% of fortune and 90% of my own =) as all of these i gain .... time for me to use it properly ......
k le hv to stop ~_~ duno what to said on .....but jus ~~~ i tell myself ~~ i've find my way ~~ i'll go through of it !!! no matter how ....i must =) CHEER UP CHEER UP !! and never giv up =D
Friday, November 24, 2006
Reality & Future...
Yesterday.... i went to E-box with my group of friends ~~ ..... we went there hv some fun from 4 oclock till 6.30 le ... ~~ then 6.30 sent few of my friends back home .... after tat some of us continue on our journey hving dinner in a restaurant which we never been there b4 ....its a chinese restaurant ~~ name as " CHINA TOWN " ~~ the food there quite nice ~~ facilities all good .... ~~ and the most importand thing is ~~ the price are REASONABLE !! i never ate a 肉碎面 for RM 2.50 for so long @@ haha i jus realize tat =.= the food i alyways ate outside are so expansive !!! >< !! so ......RM2.50 ~~ really reasonable and quite tasty le .....tat's y ~~ tat place kinda nice to go ...ermmm jus opposite diagonally the Hotel Ritz ler ~~ ermmm opposite MAYBANK ~~ duno how to explain the position ~~ haha ....
After having our dinner ~~ then we went to GREEN TOWN ~~ ~~ the MBI field which the field there got a tall giant clock 1 ~~ ~~ we went there .......and we all squat down on the field there and chit chat about something which happen recently .....and we all actually also waiting for 1 of the friend which she hving dinner in green town with her colleague...so we need to wait her till 9.30 jus take her and yum cha with her ...... while we're waiting her in the field ~~ the field there full of cauples dating there and the wind blow breezy ......felt comfortable there .....i think tat ~~ if someone could play violin in middle of the field ~~ tat will be more perfect ......
we continue on chatting there .....and then ...the sky started to rain ~~ and we could see the Rain falling down from the sky by looking on all the spot light...... that is full of romantic =) ~~ if someone i love to be on this scene ~~ tat will be nice ...... haha ....
So then ~~ we all get inside the car and went to the restaurant to took my friend ~~~ and we yum cha at the KOPITIAM which is ermm which near our house tat 1 =) we stay there for awhile ~~ then my friend said tat she wan to go ER pub later with some of her friends..... and she wan me to took her there ......so then we took her back home first and let her make up herself .......... while we're waiting for her .....in her house on the bed tat time ~~ we heard her phone keep on ranging ~~ cause her friend are waiting her at ER ..... then we started to asked her ~~ who are them to ask her to go ER pub ? but then she said ermm jus know 1 girl in the group @@ then we all started to ask her ? going there with a girl only ??? and we know tat the girl she go with is a bad girl ???? we could heard the phone there got few more guys ~~ after tat ...she jus told us tat she going to meet those friend which is not good 1 =.= .....its dangerous for jus only a girl to go there @@ ?? even the friend which she know .....are bad ?.....we can know tat something not good will happen to her ......but how ? ...cause last time she also promise the girl which she know to go pub with her ...but my friend ...herself hv reject her invitation for few times ...so tis time she canot miss up again if not something bad will happen to her le .......as we undrstand edi .....so then as myself ....i also nervous whether i let her go there by her own or not ? ........cause its really danger........ and for what i am ....i knew tat myself had never went to those place b4 ........ so kinda worry about her ........but she said tat she will jus go there for few min ......then will come out ..........i think tat ........once u go there edi ~~ will the ppl ther let u go so fast ?? .....but then .....we all also canot do anything ...so jus let her go .....
when 12.30am reach ~~ then we sent her to ER .......then also said tat anythings else must SMS us ......cause its dangerous to be there ...... on tat time ~~ after we drop her .... today ....ER hving the opening ceremony ~~ so will open till 2.30 ~~~ when she got inside ER its around 1.15am ....as i park the car at some corner and observe what will they do to her .... we've ask her for not taking the alcoholic drinks .....cause scare that they will put tablet inside there.....as we drop her .....then we wait her far away from the shop ...and wait for her call .......tat time .....i really full of anxiety...from that time ...i jus realize tat ....worried about someone could be like tat ......its seems like canot sleep nicely as well ...on that time my heart keep on jumping rapidly ....fast .....cause too worry edi ........as 2.00 pass on ....then she sms her tat her friends dont let her go out ....!! ~~ then we must hlp her to get out of it .....on tat time ...lucky tat ~~ inside the car hv 1 of our friend ~~ shes a girl .....she knew some of her friend inside ...so jus let her go in and hlp her to get out of it ......as we wait wait wait ....about 15min ...finally she came out edi ......lucky tat ........nth happen .......so then i jus became relax abit ....... then actually wan to continue yum cha ....but then all also tired ......as we all wait her inside the car for 1 hour ++ .....and also 1 of my friend need to go back to Genting in the morning 7am ....so then we decided to end and go back home ....... as on the way back .....i've a short converstaion with her ....i told her tat ......i hope tat tis wont happen again ....... as if ya wan to went to such place ....must follow close friend rather than jus go with the friend which get to know them for few weeks only ? ....it could be dangerous .......as ....she heard tat ....then she also promise tat wont hv another time ......so ...i also happy to heard about it .....
For what i wan to mention are .....jus not to hope tat my friend get close with those punky guy ? .......if really happen something bad inside ~! ~~ i also duno what can i do ? ....on that moment .....i also think tat ....will i go inside there and hlp her out with our car dun hv any girl ? FIGHT ?.....sigh ......i think i duno what to do even i know tat myself dun hv such engery to fight with them .......as .....tis happen to me ... i also duno whether am i a GREAT guy or not ???cause .....i cant protect a girl i wan to ? ........so on tat moment ~~ i kinda sad ......cause know tat myself are jus a small little guy only .....cant let giv girls any protection ..... i know something happen must be not quarrel or fight to fix it ....can call police .....but ....aihh duno ~~ think too much hhaa .....but tis always my own attitude haha !! think too much =( ......watever .....for tis happen edi ....yet ....i get to know lot of things from it ........even the whole afternoon for today i spent on ......i watch a drama .... name as " 情陷夜中环 " .....the story of tis drama ....really good ...i get to know alot of things other than what i know ........ for the conclusion ...i know tat ~~~ in the future on .....there hv more problem to face on .......its not easy when go on to the world which is more reality to work .... more things i still need to learn about it ...... there hv more CRIME i never seen b4...... and more things i never seen b4 ..... when ppls come to certain standard ..... may realise tat ..... LIVE IS NOT EASY .....especially for ppls are working now .........as what i am ...... i still a teenage ......and yet i never been work b4 too !?!? .....sigh ......so thre hv more things i never seen b4 ~~ it must be get experince on first rather than u jus observe evrything by sight way ...... lot of thing we could not see on the jus appearance ...... so ....live really tat complicated to go on ....... sometimes ~~~ somthing tat u duno ...its better than u know it ...... if all of us now still in the childhood ~~ evryday jus play play play and play all the days ~~~ is it good ? nth to think of .......but now ....we're teenager .....so as myself ...must prepare on to face to the world of reality nxt time ....... =) duno future .....what i'll become ........as i know now ......must do watever u wan to do .....do it now...orelse u'll regret some day ? or maybe it will be too late ..... .... so ~~ CHEER UP for myself and all the PEOPLES on tis world .......cheer up evryday ~~ experince is importand ~~ so experince it evrything ~~ =) and believe tat NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE ...evrythings could be done and trust " HOPE AGAINST HOPE "^^
haha ends up ~~ never write a long BLOG edi HAHAH !! tis will be longest ^^ happy ....so CHEER UP =)
After having our dinner ~~ then we went to GREEN TOWN ~~ ~~ the MBI field which the field there got a tall giant clock 1 ~~ ~~ we went there .......and we all squat down on the field there and chit chat about something which happen recently .....and we all actually also waiting for 1 of the friend which she hving dinner in green town with her colleague...so we need to wait her till 9.30 jus take her and yum cha with her ...... while we're waiting her in the field ~~ the field there full of cauples dating there and the wind blow breezy ......felt comfortable there .....i think tat ~~ if someone could play violin in middle of the field ~~ tat will be more perfect ......
we continue on chatting there .....and then ...the sky started to rain ~~ and we could see the Rain falling down from the sky by looking on all the spot light...... that is full of romantic =) ~~ if someone i love to be on this scene ~~ tat will be nice ...... haha ....
So then ~~ we all get inside the car and went to the restaurant to took my friend ~~~ and we yum cha at the KOPITIAM which is ermm which near our house tat 1 =) we stay there for awhile ~~ then my friend said tat she wan to go ER pub later with some of her friends..... and she wan me to took her there ......so then we took her back home first and let her make up herself .......... while we're waiting for her .....in her house on the bed tat time ~~ we heard her phone keep on ranging ~~ cause her friend are waiting her at ER ..... then we started to asked her ~~ who are them to ask her to go ER pub ? but then she said ermm jus know 1 girl in the group @@ then we all started to ask her ? going there with a girl only ??? and we know tat the girl she go with is a bad girl ???? we could heard the phone there got few more guys ~~ after tat ...she jus told us tat she going to meet those friend which is not good 1 =.= .....its dangerous for jus only a girl to go there @@ ?? even the friend which she know .....are bad ?.....we can know tat something not good will happen to her ......but how ? ...cause last time she also promise the girl which she know to go pub with her ...but my friend ...herself hv reject her invitation for few times ...so tis time she canot miss up again if not something bad will happen to her le .......as we undrstand edi .....so then as myself ....i also nervous whether i let her go there by her own or not ? ........cause its really danger........ and for what i am ....i knew tat myself had never went to those place b4 ........ so kinda worry about her ........but she said tat she will jus go there for few min ......then will come out ..........i think tat ........once u go there edi ~~ will the ppl ther let u go so fast ?? .....but then .....we all also canot do anything ...so jus let her go .....
when 12.30am reach ~~ then we sent her to ER .......then also said tat anythings else must SMS us ......cause its dangerous to be there ...... on tat time ~~ after we drop her .... today ....ER hving the opening ceremony ~~ so will open till 2.30 ~~~ when she got inside ER its around 1.15am ....as i park the car at some corner and observe what will they do to her .... we've ask her for not taking the alcoholic drinks .....cause scare that they will put tablet inside there.....as we drop her .....then we wait her far away from the shop ...and wait for her call .......tat time .....i really full of anxiety...from that time ...i jus realize tat ....worried about someone could be like tat ......its seems like canot sleep nicely as well ...on that time my heart keep on jumping rapidly ....fast .....cause too worry edi ........as 2.00 pass on ....then she sms her tat her friends dont let her go out ....!! ~~ then we must hlp her to get out of it .....on tat time ...lucky tat ~~ inside the car hv 1 of our friend ~~ shes a girl .....she knew some of her friend inside ...so jus let her go in and hlp her to get out of it ......as we wait wait wait ....about 15min ...finally she came out edi ......lucky tat ........nth happen .......so then i jus became relax abit ....... then actually wan to continue yum cha ....but then all also tired ......as we all wait her inside the car for 1 hour ++ .....and also 1 of my friend need to go back to Genting in the morning 7am ....so then we decided to end and go back home ....... as on the way back .....i've a short converstaion with her ....i told her tat ......i hope tat tis wont happen again ....... as if ya wan to went to such place ....must follow close friend rather than jus go with the friend which get to know them for few weeks only ? ....it could be dangerous .......as ....she heard tat ....then she also promise tat wont hv another time ......so ...i also happy to heard about it .....
For what i wan to mention are .....jus not to hope tat my friend get close with those punky guy ? .......if really happen something bad inside ~! ~~ i also duno what can i do ? ....on that moment .....i also think tat ....will i go inside there and hlp her out with our car dun hv any girl ? FIGHT ?.....sigh ......i think i duno what to do even i know tat myself dun hv such engery to fight with them .......as .....tis happen to me ... i also duno whether am i a GREAT guy or not ???cause .....i cant protect a girl i wan to ? ........so on tat moment ~~ i kinda sad ......cause know tat myself are jus a small little guy only .....cant let giv girls any protection ..... i know something happen must be not quarrel or fight to fix it ....can call police .....but ....aihh duno ~~ think too much hhaa .....but tis always my own attitude haha !! think too much =( ......watever .....for tis happen edi ....yet ....i get to know lot of things from it ........even the whole afternoon for today i spent on ......i watch a drama .... name as " 情陷夜中环 " .....the story of tis drama ....really good ...i get to know alot of things other than what i know ........ for the conclusion ...i know tat ~~~ in the future on .....there hv more problem to face on .......its not easy when go on to the world which is more reality to work .... more things i still need to learn about it ...... there hv more CRIME i never seen b4...... and more things i never seen b4 ..... when ppls come to certain standard ..... may realise tat ..... LIVE IS NOT EASY .....especially for ppls are working now .........as what i am ...... i still a teenage ......and yet i never been work b4 too !?!? .....sigh ......so thre hv more things i never seen b4 ~~ it must be get experince on first rather than u jus observe evrything by sight way ...... lot of thing we could not see on the jus appearance ...... so ....live really tat complicated to go on ....... sometimes ~~~ somthing tat u duno ...its better than u know it ...... if all of us now still in the childhood ~~ evryday jus play play play and play all the days ~~~ is it good ? nth to think of .......but now ....we're teenager .....so as myself ...must prepare on to face to the world of reality nxt time ....... =) duno future .....what i'll become ........as i know now ......must do watever u wan to do .....do it now...orelse u'll regret some day ? or maybe it will be too late ..... .... so ~~ CHEER UP for myself and all the PEOPLES on tis world .......cheer up evryday ~~ experince is importand ~~ so experince it evrything ~~ =) and believe tat NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE ...evrythings could be done and trust " HOPE AGAINST HOPE "^^
haha ends up ~~ never write a long BLOG edi HAHAH !! tis will be longest ^^ happy ....so CHEER UP =)
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
I've Find My Way ~~ I Wan A Different Way ~~
~_~ ~~ actually im sleepy now ....aihh ~~ late at the midnight .....for these day .... i found tat myself really intrest with Music ~~ .....but yet ~~~ i also not comfirm yet whether i am really really like it or not ......from the day i get to know myself are creative person ....yes i did ~~ i know tat lot of creativity stuff i also intrest of .....but mainly ~~~ creativity is not jus can be use on art ......it can be many things ....now i jus realize tat music could be 1 of creative path too .....creativity skill could be use on music too .....from now .....1 thing i ever found tat ......i wont do it tired ........its singing ~~~~ i really know tat myself like to sing alot ..........even music is attracted to me ...... as i know ppls said tat ~~~ if u can find something tat u do it without tired ....it means off u find something tat u really like alot ........i did ~~ i really found tat ~~ myself wont tired with singing .........so its true ........cause i know tat ........i can sing all days off ....... even singing nonesense ........=S duno what i sing about too haha ....its funny & weird rite? from here ......i know tat myself like music alot ....its ture ....i cant live wihout music .....even i remind something ........tat's i never ends up anythings with music .......from young until now ....i really like music alot .........MUSIC FOR LIVE .......truely =) ~~~
neways .....jus recently hesitated with something ........its Music , Art & Dance .......tis 3 .....i duno which 1 i gonna go in it ........singing ....well i really did ~~ singing ~~ tis for sure ~~ i'll put effort .....but come to Music ....must hv some music instrument to play ......another to get more knowledge from music ....rite ? .....so Piano and violin would be my target on to learn ~~~ but Piano ? ~~ my house canot put anythings anymore ......no space ......plus tat 1 piano consider expansive ...thinks tat my family wont affort 1 for me....but Piano can match with singing ....tat's y ....i choose Piano ........but conclusion .....i cant choose Piano ....cause of the reason i mention jus now ..... ~~ so i'll choose Violin .....even it can match with singing ....but i prefer music ....so i mus get through of it ......b4 tat ....i also thinks tat now 18 jus learn Violin or Piano ? will be too late ? ...i also duno !! ......tat's what i alyways hesitate of !! piano or violin @@? ~~~ not only tis ~~~ other ways ..........DANCE could be 1 of my intrest too .......but consider hard for me ....duno whether i really like it or not ..........aihh ~~~
Actually .........wat i wan to mention about for now is .......i really find my way ....i know tat im a person which in Creativity Path ^^ ~~ happy ........finally i know what i wan .....but jus tis ~~ is not enough ..........i must try more things another to get to know what i really wan to ....i dun wan to waste my time ~~~ and also money which from my parents .........they are really pity enough to hv a such " bai ga zai " -____- i duno la ~~~ but for me .....i think i would take violin ....rather than dance .......for what i am now ....hope to get through more about music ~~~ and also my ART ATTACT skill kekeke ........ so MUSIC + ART ......things i need to pump .......so ~~ CHEER UP for myself ~_~" ~~~i can do it .....=) k its late .....gonna sleep ... nite ..... now blur blur edi ~~ i also lazy to scroll up and read what i hv wrote ~_~ wrong words and whatever ...i also dun care ~~ finish on writing tis ~~ i go to sleep now !! nite ~~~ Oyasumi Nasai =) ~~
neways .....jus recently hesitated with something ........its Music , Art & Dance .......tis 3 .....i duno which 1 i gonna go in it ........singing ....well i really did ~~ singing ~~ tis for sure ~~ i'll put effort .....but come to Music ....must hv some music instrument to play ......another to get more knowledge from music ....rite ? .....so Piano and violin would be my target on to learn ~~~ but Piano ? ~~ my house canot put anythings anymore ......no space ......plus tat 1 piano consider expansive ...thinks tat my family wont affort 1 for me....but Piano can match with singing ....tat's y ....i choose Piano ........but conclusion .....i cant choose Piano ....cause of the reason i mention jus now ..... ~~ so i'll choose Violin .....even it can match with singing ....but i prefer music ....so i mus get through of it ......b4 tat ....i also thinks tat now 18 jus learn Violin or Piano ? will be too late ? ...i also duno !! ......tat's what i alyways hesitate of !! piano or violin @@? ~~~ not only tis ~~~ other ways ..........DANCE could be 1 of my intrest too .......but consider hard for me ....duno whether i really like it or not ..........aihh ~~~
Actually .........wat i wan to mention about for now is .......i really find my way ....i know tat im a person which in Creativity Path ^^ ~~ happy ........finally i know what i wan .....but jus tis ~~ is not enough ..........i must try more things another to get to know what i really wan to ....i dun wan to waste my time ~~~ and also money which from my parents .........they are really pity enough to hv a such " bai ga zai " -____- i duno la ~~~ but for me .....i think i would take violin ....rather than dance .......for what i am now ....hope to get through more about music ~~~ and also my ART ATTACT skill kekeke ........ so MUSIC + ART ......things i need to pump .......so ~~ CHEER UP for myself ~_~" ~~~i can do it .....=) k its late .....gonna sleep ... nite ..... now blur blur edi ~~ i also lazy to scroll up and read what i hv wrote ~_~ wrong words and whatever ...i also dun care ~~ finish on writing tis ~~ i go to sleep now !! nite ~~~ Oyasumi Nasai =) ~~
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Y Y AND TELL ME Y ???? THOUSAND OF Y?
Why ya ? .....i was wondering how many TRUE FRIENDS i've in my life ? ......really tired of tis .....and yet ~~ really wondering how TRUE are all my friends are ? i know a part of my friends are looks so fake ..........but how bout the true friends ? those who acknowledge tat he/she is my true friend ......how true u all ??? ......i really duno ! .......but what i wish for my true friend are jus ...pls be true to me ..........anythings jus straight away tell me ....y wan to keep something behind of me or neither talk something bad about me behind ? is tis the true friend can be accept of ? ........... as the day u said we're true friend ~ pls take note of tis ~~ as u said tat .....but some of them really drive me disappointed with u all !!! ......
For now ~~ i really duno how true of all the ppls are ?? ~~ all i know .....its jus believe in myself ...........tat's enough and also belive in god =) ~ ...how many ppls really can be 100% true to u in life ? .........its really hard to find the true friend ~~~~ sigh .......... duno le ~~ jus today ....unhappy with the stupid matter ~~~ ......but for myself ~~ i would take few min to hate a ppls ? but then take for the life to forgive on ppls ............actually i really MAD to my friends which wasting my time .....if they dun wan to go out or something not like about me ? pls jus mention to me MY DEAR TRUE FRIENDS !! ~~ y they wan lie me behind ?........tis really cause me lack of confidence with those " TRUE FRIENDS " ~~ duno how much i can still trusted u all .......but things are past ......so i dun wan to mention so much about it ....its past ......as i said i really canot hate a ppls for longer @@ ? y ? i also hope tat i can HATED them !!! ya within the short of the time i really wan to call them all " SCOLD " them HARDLY !! but .....i cant .........aihh.....so jus let off my stress on my face jus now @@ ........duno la !! keep on rubing my face !!! HARDLY !! >< !!! .....aihh.....
As today ......for tis happen to me .....i'll remember it always....as u all ignore me .....i may not take any revenge from u all ! but yet ...also wan to thx all of u all my TRUE FRIENDS !! ...for tis ~~ i'll become more and more confidence and trusted with myself ! ....some of the power are pushing me behind ...i'll always appreciate tis kind of overwelmingly which pushing me ~~ something is jus brighten on me ......as u all do so .....i'll prove tat to u all ......i'll become more and more confidence to myself .......and not become more and more soft like b4 ! ......cause im not the old of myself ! I WILL CHANGE AND PROVE TAT ~ I CAN DO IT ! K ! k time to sleep ! enough ! good nite ......
For now ~~ i really duno how true of all the ppls are ?? ~~ all i know .....its jus believe in myself ...........tat's enough and also belive in god =) ~ ...how many ppls really can be 100% true to u in life ? .........its really hard to find the true friend ~~~~ sigh .......... duno le ~~ jus today ....unhappy with the stupid matter ~~~ ......but for myself ~~ i would take few min to hate a ppls ? but then take for the life to forgive on ppls ............actually i really MAD to my friends which wasting my time .....if they dun wan to go out or something not like about me ? pls jus mention to me MY DEAR TRUE FRIENDS !! ~~ y they wan lie me behind ?........tis really cause me lack of confidence with those " TRUE FRIENDS " ~~ duno how much i can still trusted u all .......but things are past ......so i dun wan to mention so much about it ....its past ......as i said i really canot hate a ppls for longer @@ ? y ? i also hope tat i can HATED them !!! ya within the short of the time i really wan to call them all " SCOLD " them HARDLY !! but .....i cant .........aihh.....so jus let off my stress on my face jus now @@ ........duno la !! keep on rubing my face !!! HARDLY !! >< !!! .....aihh.....
As today ......for tis happen to me .....i'll remember it always....as u all ignore me .....i may not take any revenge from u all ! but yet ...also wan to thx all of u all my TRUE FRIENDS !! ...for tis ~~ i'll become more and more confidence and trusted with myself ! ....some of the power are pushing me behind ...i'll always appreciate tis kind of overwelmingly which pushing me ~~ something is jus brighten on me ......as u all do so .....i'll prove tat to u all ......i'll become more and more confidence to myself .......and not become more and more soft like b4 ! ......cause im not the old of myself ! I WILL CHANGE AND PROVE TAT ~ I CAN DO IT ! K ! k time to sleep ! enough ! good nite ......
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Day of " RAYA " ......24/10/06
Now after 12 edi ....its HARI RAYA .....while i on the way back to my house ....i was back from my "College Family's" house ~~ which is my god sis ....when im on the way back tat time ....i get something for today............today i really spend the whole day with them ....shopping started on at 11am something ....we also hving our breakfast in a restaurant then we went to Shopping from 12 something till 6 pm ....we spent whole day there shopping around and also play there .......y am i so free to shop in perade and even play there ??? cause on Sunday ~~ my God's Mom really help me alot to do my assignment ...so from it ....i get to relax for today ... and also ~~ she will be going to KL work in tis Fri....so as last time i hv promise her to go Shopping with her within these few days b4 she go to KL......so today we spent whole day in PERADE .....bought tis and that .....actually when i am in Perade ...i really happy ....cause i not even think off my assignment.....even i've bought alot of things for today too =) ......when 6 oclock came over ....we all decided to went to my God's sis house to hv our wonderful meal KFC haha ....after tat ~~ we also took bath in her house and also chit chat for awhile .....since tat after 12 will be HARI RAYA ....so the scenary also vry crowded evry where ....ppls playing fire crackers all the way....and also lot of the small candle light is around their house...its full of fun .......on tat time ......i really enjoy myself ........after few min later .....we started to do our assignment again ....its ASSIGNMENT TIME ....haihz .....after tat need to headache again with all the things .......
What i wan to mention about are .....today we all really happy when the time we shopping and around and crazy around evry where ....but some how ....when we think of our assignment...its really stress to think of it .......i still left few more days ...after tat its the day of accessment...so that ~~ need to pass up all my works edi ....but any how ......now i've almost finish all my assignment edi...jus left few things to do it only ........so tis term ...i really feel satisfy with it .....cause i no need to rush for what i did like last SEM !! >< but tis time really relax .......but some how ...i know that ~~ y i can finish it nicely ??? cause behind it ~~ ...really thx my Coll Family keke ....they really hlp me alot to finish my work .....i really thankful to them....even my god's mom ~~ being scolded by her mom for going back home late for 2 days edi ...but we also stay happy while doing the assignment =) ....i would never forget about these few days ........we all enjoy while play ....and also take serious when doing our work .........
Watever....im consider happy enough to hv such a wonderful Coll's Family kekek .......thx god for tis ....althought i still got lot of assignment ...but i never scare of it after .....for what i learn within them is what they said " INDEPENDENT " .......maybe i really need take some courage to take challenge with my work ........cause i really not to be mature on it yet .......as i know ~~ i really must try on myself to do my assignment ...but some how ~~ i ask them to hlp me also =S ........tis cause me feel like im still like a baby which needs ppl hand for hlp .....but sometimes ~~ not all the things can be sucess by ur ownself ......sometimes really needs team work or abit of hlp by others.....so i should know what is " INDEPENDENT " .......i'll learn it .......=)
While on the day goin back to house at 2am ++ .....it was really crowded in those Kampung road......they all celebrate RAYA happily ...but in the others ways ...by observe inner more...its not really a happy raya for all ppls .......some ppls are suffring behind the scene of tis ....how many ppls really could hv a wonderful RAYA ? .......human being always like tat ........whenever we're happy .......we never thinks about some of the ppls which is still in suffering........but y ? ........cause we know tat..... tis world is still going on .....time is still moving .......so ppls will enjoy whenever the time can enjoy .....appreciate it .........cause its really valuable can be so happy ..........keep it =) im not said tat im the one who not happy in RAYA ....but jus i think of the others ppls which is in poverty .... those uncouncious patience which slep in Hospital ?.......and so on .......
HAHA .....my coll's family and my friends ........always said tat i think too much XD ........i admit ~~ i really a person which think alot ...all the time haha ....so ...tat's y ~~ tis is jus the REAL ME ...... but isn't it a person think too much is not good ??? haha ...i also duno ....for what i know ~~ now u still can THINK of evrything.....then think for it now ....dun think for it nxt time or watever haha !! bla bla !! duno what im saying now haha ....watever ...maybe really silly edi hahah for being so many days slept so late and the assignment really did it for few days edi haha !! duno its late now ...i also dun wan to read back what i've written for jus now till now haha ....watever ~~ time is still going on ........so ~~ SLEEP hahah ~~ anyways ~~ SELAMAT HARI RAYA for all the ppls =D .......
Toorrow needs to wake up early in the morning and go my sis's house to do my assignment again haha ....anyways .....wish tat i could finish it soon =) good luck for myself =P
What i wan to mention about are .....today we all really happy when the time we shopping and around and crazy around evry where ....but some how ....when we think of our assignment...its really stress to think of it .......i still left few more days ...after tat its the day of accessment...so that ~~ need to pass up all my works edi ....but any how ......now i've almost finish all my assignment edi...jus left few things to do it only ........so tis term ...i really feel satisfy with it .....cause i no need to rush for what i did like last SEM !! >< but tis time really relax .......but some how ...i know that ~~ y i can finish it nicely ??? cause behind it ~~ ...really thx my Coll Family keke ....they really hlp me alot to finish my work .....i really thankful to them....even my god's mom ~~ being scolded by her mom for going back home late for 2 days edi ...but we also stay happy while doing the assignment =) ....i would never forget about these few days ........we all enjoy while play ....and also take serious when doing our work .........
Watever....im consider happy enough to hv such a wonderful Coll's Family kekek .......thx god for tis ....althought i still got lot of assignment ...but i never scare of it after .....for what i learn within them is what they said " INDEPENDENT " .......maybe i really need take some courage to take challenge with my work ........cause i really not to be mature on it yet .......as i know ~~ i really must try on myself to do my assignment ...but some how ~~ i ask them to hlp me also =S ........tis cause me feel like im still like a baby which needs ppl hand for hlp .....but sometimes ~~ not all the things can be sucess by ur ownself ......sometimes really needs team work or abit of hlp by others.....so i should know what is " INDEPENDENT " .......i'll learn it .......=)
While on the day goin back to house at 2am ++ .....it was really crowded in those Kampung road......they all celebrate RAYA happily ...but in the others ways ...by observe inner more...its not really a happy raya for all ppls .......some ppls are suffring behind the scene of tis ....how many ppls really could hv a wonderful RAYA ? .......human being always like tat ........whenever we're happy .......we never thinks about some of the ppls which is still in suffering........but y ? ........cause we know tat..... tis world is still going on .....time is still moving .......so ppls will enjoy whenever the time can enjoy .....appreciate it .........cause its really valuable can be so happy ..........keep it =) im not said tat im the one who not happy in RAYA ....but jus i think of the others ppls which is in poverty .... those uncouncious patience which slep in Hospital ?.......and so on .......
HAHA .....my coll's family and my friends ........always said tat i think too much XD ........i admit ~~ i really a person which think alot ...all the time haha ....so ...tat's y ~~ tis is jus the REAL ME ...... but isn't it a person think too much is not good ??? haha ...i also duno ....for what i know ~~ now u still can THINK of evrything.....then think for it now ....dun think for it nxt time or watever haha !! bla bla !! duno what im saying now haha ....watever ...maybe really silly edi hahah for being so many days slept so late and the assignment really did it for few days edi haha !! duno its late now ...i also dun wan to read back what i've written for jus now till now haha ....watever ~~ time is still going on ........so ~~ SLEEP hahah ~~ anyways ~~ SELAMAT HARI RAYA for all the ppls =D .......
Toorrow needs to wake up early in the morning and go my sis's house to do my assignment again haha ....anyways .....wish tat i could finish it soon =) good luck for myself =P
Friday, October 20, 2006
20 of Oct ....Sad Day Early In The Morning.....=(
Now i jus wan to write on here for today !! early in the morning !! i hv a big quarrel with my sis ! how could be ...i hv a sister like tat ?.........i dun wan to said other things from here ....jus wondering why ....my sis will treated me like tat ALWAYS ??..........i really upset for now !? .....but i seems like no bodys will ever care bout tis ?.......when i am sad ?....who can really talk to me ?........sad and sad for today ........behind of it .....i still got alot of assignment to do ! today ....i really no mood to do it anymore after the big quarrel with my sis and also all the bad things keep on coming happen on me , i really canot stand for it !!!! ...........feel sad .......i really canot find the other ways to settle down myself.......... so i jus choose to write on here?.....will my life continue on like tat in the future??........Sad for today =(
Friday, September 22, 2006
Happy after Sad ?..........
sigh.....nth to said actually ....but now ~~ i really sad ............vry sad now .........sad with what ? ...... again ....tis problem ........... tat's my face .........whenever i look at ppls which they really dun hv any pimples on their face .........i really really sad after.........y they hv a good face............but me ? i hv been around 2 years also like tat edi my face ....full of pimples !!! ...i ever hate tat ...........somtimes i also hate myself ! y i should put my fake photo in frienster ?.......ya truely in friendster ................all the pics ~~ i put there also hv been edit by myself edi !! ya !! i swap off all my PIMPLES edi !! so somtimes when i looked at the picture which hv been edited..........i really wish tat i could be like what the pic i hv edit .........its really nice .........without any pimples ...........smooth on the face .........i wish to hv it for so long ..........but y .....the pimples !! always remain on my face !! tis makes me really annoy .............!! moody cause of tis ........last time in a shorten of time i also think of to do plastic surgery some days !!! i really canot endure anymore .....T_T .......aihhh.... evrytimes ...when i talk bout tis problem ....some one will soft me after .........but evrytime also the same ......." IT WILL LIKE TAT 1 ON TIS AGE " !! " CHANGE PRODUCT LA ~~ MAYBE THE PRODUCT NOT SUIT U" ~~ ...tis 2 ~~ the mostly advise from my friends............evrytime i sad after.........i'll be fine again ..........i really dun like the pimples on my face !! ......i duno my face can be cure or not lor ......but i'll patience ........i'll listen to my friends and my god family advise..........sigh.......
ok yesterday , ya went to my god mom house keke ...for the legendary of MASAK MASAK haha ..... went to her house to cook again wahahha ~~ tis time we cooked western food also but tis time is FISH & CHIPS....hope to be not like last time le ......last time the chicken ~~ not tasty and the chicken still in raw !!! ><" i'll remmber last time tat 1 haha ...but these time ~~ we hv ppls tis time ~~ tis time daddy ,my gu jie and ah poh also join too ^^ happy this time ~~ play in the kitchen .....and these time would be a great dinner hahah ~~ really tasty with the FISH & CHIP ........and we played from morning till nite ~~ and i took bath in her house also...after tat still continue with yum cha in KOPTIAM there also ~~ so kinda happy .....
*aihh... not in single mood now ...so no mood to write anythings here "
at last .......really hope tat my face can be cure someday .....i'll wait for it ....it will become nice to look in someday .......i believe tat .......i would hv these days ........pray tat =) k time to stop ~~ good nite ..............
ok yesterday , ya went to my god mom house keke ...for the legendary of MASAK MASAK haha ..... went to her house to cook again wahahha ~~ tis time we cooked western food also but tis time is FISH & CHIPS....hope to be not like last time le ......last time the chicken ~~ not tasty and the chicken still in raw !!! ><" i'll remmber last time tat 1 haha ...but these time ~~ we hv ppls tis time ~~ tis time daddy ,my gu jie and ah poh also join too ^^ happy this time ~~ play in the kitchen .....and these time would be a great dinner hahah ~~ really tasty with the FISH & CHIP ........and we played from morning till nite ~~ and i took bath in her house also...after tat still continue with yum cha in KOPTIAM there also ~~ so kinda happy .....
*aihh... not in single mood now ...so no mood to write anythings here "
at last .......really hope tat my face can be cure someday .....i'll wait for it ....it will become nice to look in someday .......i believe tat .......i would hv these days ........pray tat =) k time to stop ~~ good nite ..............
Monday, September 11, 2006
Feel Happy or Weird ?......
ermmm ...... long time didnt write my blog edi ......from last time ~~ my modem get struck by thunder ....till now .....i didnt write edi..........so today .......i take my time to write for it.........today kinda special ~~~ cause now 2.06am ~~~ 11th of Sep ~~ is my god sis B'day "Wendy" ~~ jus back from the party in Halo Cafe .....
Actually lot of things i really want to write it here .......but , cause i it is too much >< i duno what to write .... i want to write from that day which the day i get my P license and also at the same day ~~ my comp get struck by the thunder ...........keke ...tat day darm happy but also sad =.= cause get my P license ~_~ but my modem get struck also kekek......those things .... no need to said for much ....jus really lot of things happen .......1 of my friend leave IPOH edi~~~ and she went to Inti Coll to continue her study in A-Level .....another ways ~~ my friend had went back to Taiwan for his study also ..... within these few weeks ... really really got a lot of things happen ............. after my PC get struck ....suddenly ~~ i hv another 2 new causin edi haha .....1 is staying in Taiwan ~ he study 3D animation ~~ wow ~~ nice ..... can share lot of art work with him .....even he hv Mic ~~ so can connect and chat in MSN ~~ my granpa can use it to talk with her mom which was hmmm my " GU POH " duno call what in english =.="... meanwhile ~~ another causin which is staying in IPOH now ....and he going to open computer shop edi ....he is pro in PC stuffs and also Handphones...... those alll he really know all bout it ....so from here ~~ i can get some good, nice and cheap Pc Hardware and Handphone from him kekeke .....so after getting to know bout him ~~~ my PC hv upgrade to more greater than b4 ....... from 512mb ram ~~ he can change it to 1GB for me kekke ~~ so my comp can run faster nxt time .....but since now he hvt can find for me ....but i'll wait for it ^^ then my LCD monitor hohohoh ^^ nice ....
About today ....today jus back from the Halo Cafe which is a new cafe shop..... in the morning i woke up ~~ then i promise edi i'll go to my god mummy house keke " ah ying " my new mum ~_~ kekeke .....which is my coll top student b4 ~_~ i went to her house today ...wao she show me her art's work today .....really really .....NICE ><" ......when u saw it ....u'll shock also ....cause her art works really alot ......within 3 years ~~ she show some of the work for me to see....after i saw it .... i really proud of her ......b4 tat ....whenever they do a advertisment .....it is fully by free hand ~!! without using comp and print =.= ~~ but it looks like print from the printer ....so really great ......... after tat ...i told her tat i hv Failed for my first sem the sub of CREATIVE STUDY .....after tat she said tat how could be ....can failed tis sub .........after tat i really need to learn lotsta thing from her ........the skill of drawing ....and also the way to draw .........so i spent around 4 hours there for her to taught me ........but i really learn something from her edi ....i wish tat i can do like her nxt time ......not only tis ~~ somthing more intresting was .....she made an ALBUM !!! song album !! really looks alike with some of the Song Album !!! ><><><><><><" the BIG LOLIPOP !!! ><><><><" !!! really shock ><>< ~~ then the 2 singers sang the songs which is pointed from customer ~_~ they really can sang vry well ....from the moment ...i listen to her ....her voice really nice ....... then with her charming face .......really really talent in singing ><" playing the piano while singing also ><" ..... when it was about 9 something ....my god sis hv arrived ~~ then we order some drinks and chat + enjoy there ........ the place was crowded ...... and with a nice view .....i really like tis place alot ... although the things here were expansive ><><" !!! keke .....but i think it worth ...cause u can enjoy ppls singing on the stage in life ><" !! jus u choose the song u wan ...then they will try to sing it for u .....but not all the songs le ~~ jus some of it ...... keke ...but consider good also .....after tat around 11.45pm ~~ we hv choose a B'day song for wendy keke ~~ then we 12 reach ~~ then they sing the song of B'day for her ....then really happy there .........enjoy ><" kekek .....then after the song ~~ she blow off the candle and make a wish ~_~ then we all giv her the present kekek ......after tat i brought out my BIG LOLIPOP for her tat time haha ~~ he was shocked to saw it HAHH she also wondering y i can find the BIG LOLIPOP as big as her face @@ haha .....but then another things which was more surpise is the ALBUM ><><" kekek .....i think she will enjoy the present as well ^^" ~~ lastly ~~~ when around 1 something ~~ i decide to sent my god daddy and mummy back home keke ~~ today i took my daddy also keke ~~ cause his car -_- today was knocked down something ~_~ and the light was broke ~_~ so he canot drove out today ~~ so then i take him for today keke ~_~ then around 1.50am ~~ i reached my home ~~ then decided to wrote my my blog ~_~ cause really long didnt write for it kekek ....so now .... nth to said here edi ~_~ woo hoo ~~ since it was not all i jv wrote here ~~ but as long as i write it down edi .........even my b'day ~~ i didnt write here also ...cause it is too much of things needed to write ~_~ ....but tis year B'day ~~ i really happy also ....cause ..i've chop off 3 cake tis year ~~ means tat cele 3 times keke kinda special ....and i've got all the things i wan .......the Fossil's watch and bag and so on >< really happy kekek ....tis was the most happier b'day in my life kekek from the day i born till now kekek ...i wish tat within the 3 wished i wish infront of my b'day cake ....it will be come true to me ^^ kekek ....
anyways ....really happy ....cause within tis shorten of time ....i hv a great new FAMILY ^^ and also a WONDERFUL B'DAY ever ~~ and also lot of things ><" many many more keke thx god ^^ keke ...........something gonna to said is ...i hope tat i can get closer with each of my FAMALIY MEMBERS kekek those ermm my god daddy and mummy ~~ hope to get more closer to them keke ~~ cause i really happy to with them ^^ ......neways .....even something sad happen to me ~~ which is ~~ i've failed for my first sem CRETIVE STUDY tis sub ... need to repeat again .....aihhh but ...from my god familys advises .....i can even bost up my self ....not only in game ..........i wan to stable my time as well ..... although i found a game which was vry interesting ...but i dun wan to get addict like what i hv did last time ..... played 24 hours without doing my homework........but now im not jus homework ~~ is an ASSIGNMENT ><><" if im not pro also ...how could be their son rite kekke ....because of tis ....i must do more better to let them to see kekek ......... some good result ........even know tat my painting skill is lousy .......but what i get is ....... something could be train it out ....jus like playing the games of AUDITION .... i get from it ....train more ~~ will be more great in game ......jus like using in life also ~~ train more ~~ will know more and gain more ...... so i think i should know what i need to do .........i dun wan be what i am in the past ~~ i wan to change =) ...... so Gam Ba Deh .........tomorrow morning hv class ~~ keke ~~ so needa to sleep not loo keke ~~ so pray tat i can achive what i wan ~~ wish wish wish ^^ kekek for how many wishes i hv wish ~~ wish tat it will come true kekek ~~ and lastly ~~ i really like tis script ....
"Past is experince , Present is experiment , Future is expectation , use ur experience
on your experiment to achive your expectation"
really nice with tis ....keke but duno u all can understand it or not ? keke but i can understand it kekeke like it vry much ^^ ok time to end ........see ya ^.<
Actually lot of things i really want to write it here .......but , cause i it is too much >< i duno what to write .... i want to write from that day which the day i get my P license and also at the same day ~~ my comp get struck by the thunder ...........keke ...tat day darm happy but also sad =.= cause get my P license ~_~ but my modem get struck also kekek......those things .... no need to said for much ....jus really lot of things happen .......1 of my friend leave IPOH edi~~~ and she went to Inti Coll to continue her study in A-Level .....another ways ~~ my friend had went back to Taiwan for his study also ..... within these few weeks ... really really got a lot of things happen ............. after my PC get struck ....suddenly ~~ i hv another 2 new causin edi haha .....1 is staying in Taiwan ~ he study 3D animation ~~ wow ~~ nice ..... can share lot of art work with him .....even he hv Mic ~~ so can connect and chat in MSN ~~ my granpa can use it to talk with her mom which was hmmm my " GU POH " duno call what in english =.="... meanwhile ~~ another causin which is staying in IPOH now ....and he going to open computer shop edi ....he is pro in PC stuffs and also Handphones...... those alll he really know all bout it ....so from here ~~ i can get some good, nice and cheap Pc Hardware and Handphone from him kekeke .....so after getting to know bout him ~~~ my PC hv upgrade to more greater than b4 ....... from 512mb ram ~~ he can change it to 1GB for me kekke ~~ so my comp can run faster nxt time .....but since now he hvt can find for me ....but i'll wait for it ^^ then my LCD monitor hohohoh ^^ nice ....
About today ....today jus back from the Halo Cafe which is a new cafe shop..... in the morning i woke up ~~ then i promise edi i'll go to my god mummy house keke " ah ying " my new mum ~_~ kekeke .....which is my coll top student b4 ~_~ i went to her house today ...wao she show me her art's work today .....really really .....NICE ><" ......when u saw it ....u'll shock also ....cause her art works really alot ......within 3 years ~~ she show some of the work for me to see....after i saw it .... i really proud of her ......b4 tat ....whenever they do a advertisment .....it is fully by free hand ~!! without using comp and print =.= ~~ but it looks like print from the printer ....so really great ......... after tat ...i told her tat i hv Failed for my first sem the sub of CREATIVE STUDY .....after tat she said tat how could be ....can failed tis sub .........after tat i really need to learn lotsta thing from her ........the skill of drawing ....and also the way to draw .........so i spent around 4 hours there for her to taught me ........but i really learn something from her edi ....i wish tat i can do like her nxt time ......not only tis ~~ somthing more intresting was .....she made an ALBUM !!! song album !! really looks alike with some of the Song Album !!! ><><><><><><" the BIG LOLIPOP !!! ><><><><" !!! really shock ><>< ~~ then the 2 singers sang the songs which is pointed from customer ~_~ they really can sang vry well ....from the moment ...i listen to her ....her voice really nice ....... then with her charming face .......really really talent in singing ><" playing the piano while singing also ><" ..... when it was about 9 something ....my god sis hv arrived ~~ then we order some drinks and chat + enjoy there ........ the place was crowded ...... and with a nice view .....i really like tis place alot ... although the things here were expansive ><><" !!! keke .....but i think it worth ...cause u can enjoy ppls singing on the stage in life ><" !! jus u choose the song u wan ...then they will try to sing it for u .....but not all the songs le ~~ jus some of it ...... keke ...but consider good also .....after tat around 11.45pm ~~ we hv choose a B'day song for wendy keke ~~ then we 12 reach ~~ then they sing the song of B'day for her ....then really happy there .........enjoy ><" kekek .....then after the song ~~ she blow off the candle and make a wish ~_~ then we all giv her the present kekek ......after tat i brought out my BIG LOLIPOP for her tat time haha ~~ he was shocked to saw it HAHH she also wondering y i can find the BIG LOLIPOP as big as her face @@ haha .....but then another things which was more surpise is the ALBUM ><><" kekek .....i think she will enjoy the present as well ^^" ~~ lastly ~~~ when around 1 something ~~ i decide to sent my god daddy and mummy back home keke ~~ today i took my daddy also keke ~~ cause his car -_- today was knocked down something ~_~ and the light was broke ~_~ so he canot drove out today ~~ so then i take him for today keke ~_~ then around 1.50am ~~ i reached my home ~~ then decided to wrote my my blog ~_~ cause really long didnt write for it kekek ....so now .... nth to said here edi ~_~ woo hoo ~~ since it was not all i jv wrote here ~~ but as long as i write it down edi .........even my b'day ~~ i didnt write here also ...cause it is too much of things needed to write ~_~ ....but tis year B'day ~~ i really happy also ....cause ..i've chop off 3 cake tis year ~~ means tat cele 3 times keke kinda special ....and i've got all the things i wan .......the Fossil's watch and bag and so on >< really happy kekek ....tis was the most happier b'day in my life kekek from the day i born till now kekek ...i wish tat within the 3 wished i wish infront of my b'day cake ....it will be come true to me ^^ kekek ....
anyways ....really happy ....cause within tis shorten of time ....i hv a great new FAMILY ^^ and also a WONDERFUL B'DAY ever ~~ and also lot of things ><" many many more keke thx god ^^ keke ...........something gonna to said is ...i hope tat i can get closer with each of my FAMALIY MEMBERS kekek those ermm my god daddy and mummy ~~ hope to get more closer to them keke ~~ cause i really happy to with them ^^ ......neways .....even something sad happen to me ~~ which is ~~ i've failed for my first sem CRETIVE STUDY tis sub ... need to repeat again .....aihhh but ...from my god familys advises .....i can even bost up my self ....not only in game ..........i wan to stable my time as well ..... although i found a game which was vry interesting ...but i dun wan to get addict like what i hv did last time ..... played 24 hours without doing my homework........but now im not jus homework ~~ is an ASSIGNMENT ><><" if im not pro also ...how could be their son rite kekke ....because of tis ....i must do more better to let them to see kekek ......... some good result ........even know tat my painting skill is lousy .......but what i get is ....... something could be train it out ....jus like playing the games of AUDITION .... i get from it ....train more ~~ will be more great in game ......jus like using in life also ~~ train more ~~ will know more and gain more ...... so i think i should know what i need to do .........i dun wan be what i am in the past ~~ i wan to change =) ...... so Gam Ba Deh .........tomorrow morning hv class ~~ keke ~~ so needa to sleep not loo keke ~~ so pray tat i can achive what i wan ~~ wish wish wish ^^ kekek for how many wishes i hv wish ~~ wish tat it will come true kekek ~~ and lastly ~~ i really like tis script ....
"Past is experince , Present is experiment , Future is expectation , use ur experience
on your experiment to achive your expectation"
really nice with tis ....keke but duno u all can understand it or not ? keke but i can understand it kekeke like it vry much ^^ ok time to end ........see ya ^.<
Saturday, August 12, 2006
A Meaningful Day .....
....12th - morning , woke up at 7am ~~ then prepare to go for my CAR TEST today ~~~ after brush up myself .... then i leave my house on 7.30 and go to hv our breakfast ~~ ate dim sum in a shop which is jus opposite the the Car Test Centre.... after having my breakfast .... then i went inside the reception and register for the test .....after all seat ther and wait for few sec...then go down to sat on the chair which they prepare for us =.= ~~~ there got a lot of ppls waiting there.. for around half an hour i think -_- ~~ the tester are preparing the cars for us to drive ~~ so mainly ~~ there were full of cars with L ~~ after half an hours ++ ~~ then finally the tester shout out the numb which we took ~~ and i was taken the numb which is the numb of my b'day 31 ~~ haha....but its almost the final numb ~_~ but its ok ~~ cause my lucky numb what ~~ so then ~~ after few of them hv been called out for test ~~ tat was my turn edi ~~~i went inside the car and wanna swithch on the car ....but then the tester told me ~~ " kamu punya kereta sudah start " -_- tat time really paiseh HAHA .....after tat drove there and queeued up then go up to the mount there then hv my test and last ~~ go for the parking test ....after i've done and pass my test... then wait for the final test ......which needed to go out for a round ..... when the tester call me "31" then i walked to a kancil which already prepare there....then the tester was inside the car.....when i enter the car ~~ i put my back behind ~~ on tat time ~~ when i put my bag behind ~~ gosh !! my bag hitted his head !!! GOSH !! then i said sry for him ~~ but his face looks fierce to me .....i think tat ...tis time i've gonna be done -_- cause i hitted him =.= then i started to check on my car the mirror and the chair which i sat on =.=.....after tat i decided to move my car =.= but then ~_~ suddenly the car tester looked at me ~~ and he pointed his finger to my hand-brake !! OMG !?!?!? i forgot to pull down my hand-brake then i move my car edi -_______-" !!! what the ....but then i pull it down immediately then said sorry for the car tester -___-" , "i was lucky tat cause he didnt failed my test instantly...then i kept on going to the junction =.=" then i started to asked him tat ~~ which road i needed to go ?? but then he not even said anything to me ~~ jus asked me to turn on =.= ~~ then i turn out to the road tat time ....when i reached the back door of the Car Centre ....he asked me to turn back !! on tat time ~~ im curious ~~ how come he asked me to turn back !?!?!? what i think was .....i tot i failed my test ......then he asked me to stop aside .....then he took out a piece of paper and said " KAMU NI SUDAH PASS , SAYA NAK GI TOILET , PARK KAMU PUNYA KERETA BAWAH POKOK SANA DAN BOLEH PERGI " !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when i heard tis !! i really hv a big surprise @@!!! how come i no need to go out for a round then i passed my test =___=" really weird ~~ but then nth ~~ jus go under the tree there and park my car ~~ then giv back the key to the ppls there =.= then go reception there and regis my license " P " HAHAH ~~ so im kinda lucky tat i dont need to go out for a round and get my license edi kekek .... after tat i told my grand parents bout tis thing ...then they said the car tester really lazy to do work ....all the thing they wan to ~~ its jus MONEY ~~ lol......
after that ~~ spent on whole afternoon to online and chat with friend ....then till night tat time ~~ i need to go out for a farewell, which my friend will leave IPOH and go Sarawak (miri) for his study .....then we all went to his house and chit chat together ,lately all his auntie and uncle also came and join in the conversation too, tat was crowded, they hv talked about some news which happen around the weeks and said tat someone had passed away cause of road accident....then the driver who hv death is 1 of their friend .... it was sad to heard that ..... ppls on the world will easy leave on tis world while the time which god set for us hv reach till the end ....jus like last time a case ~~ KL TAR's student get chopped off by some ppls because of the $$$ .....these all will be done by fate ....all tis is settle by god ........ although tat's not my friend , but its kinda hurt to heard tis kind of news..being chopped or death in road accident...... when we growth up ...more and more tis kind of case happened..... i pray that ...they can rest in peace after they leave on tis world to another world........ after finish the story ..... it was 1.30am something ~~ then my friend gotta, cause his bus will arrived at 1.45am..... so then we all follow him with ermm i think 7 cars .....include his relative ~~ tat was too much of ppls to celebrate farewell to him ...... when we reached there ....we saw alot of ppls there @@ which was more ppls there farewell 1 of their friend -_- the group of friends and relative its more ppls than we all ~~ lol ...tat was too funny ~~ cause the ppls which in farewell was more than the ppls on the bus ...haha ...after tat we know tat the other group of farewell ...they are farewell to his friend which will go to America for study ...but we all jus in SWK -_- ~~ haha....after tat jus wait til the time 2 oclock ~~ then the bus started to move ....after tat we decided to leave and went back to home ......
Something came out on my mind .... it is the time we hv grow up ....there will be more case about ~~friend will leave u and go for futher place for study or maybe some of the other reason to leave ........because tis ....we must more appreciate the friendship between each other ......i'll appreciate my friend and my family after all ..........i pray that all my friend which study outside could be safety ......god pls protect all of them. Coming on in the future...there will be more problem we face on ......when we step on tis realistic world.....more and more ppls we will meets up .....i duno what my future are .....but i'll try hard to achive and strive on what i wish too...... in the end ~~ good luck for all my friends ....i hope tat for how long we stay in tis world ....our friendship will not be end untill the day we hv no more breathing.......... ETERNAL FRIENDSHIP....
after that ~~ spent on whole afternoon to online and chat with friend ....then till night tat time ~~ i need to go out for a farewell, which my friend will leave IPOH and go Sarawak (miri) for his study .....then we all went to his house and chit chat together ,lately all his auntie and uncle also came and join in the conversation too, tat was crowded, they hv talked about some news which happen around the weeks and said tat someone had passed away cause of road accident....then the driver who hv death is 1 of their friend .... it was sad to heard that ..... ppls on the world will easy leave on tis world while the time which god set for us hv reach till the end ....jus like last time a case ~~ KL TAR's student get chopped off by some ppls because of the $$$ .....these all will be done by fate ....all tis is settle by god ........ although tat's not my friend , but its kinda hurt to heard tis kind of news..being chopped or death in road accident...... when we growth up ...more and more tis kind of case happened..... i pray that ...they can rest in peace after they leave on tis world to another world........ after finish the story ..... it was 1.30am something ~~ then my friend gotta, cause his bus will arrived at 1.45am..... so then we all follow him with ermm i think 7 cars .....include his relative ~~ tat was too much of ppls to celebrate farewell to him ...... when we reached there ....we saw alot of ppls there @@ which was more ppls there farewell 1 of their friend -_- the group of friends and relative its more ppls than we all ~~ lol ...tat was too funny ~~ cause the ppls which in farewell was more than the ppls on the bus ...haha ...after tat we know tat the other group of farewell ...they are farewell to his friend which will go to America for study ...but we all jus in SWK -_- ~~ haha....after tat jus wait til the time 2 oclock ~~ then the bus started to move ....after tat we decided to leave and went back to home ......
Something came out on my mind .... it is the time we hv grow up ....there will be more case about ~~friend will leave u and go for futher place for study or maybe some of the other reason to leave ........because tis ....we must more appreciate the friendship between each other ......i'll appreciate my friend and my family after all ..........i pray that all my friend which study outside could be safety ......god pls protect all of them. Coming on in the future...there will be more problem we face on ......when we step on tis realistic world.....more and more ppls we will meets up .....i duno what my future are .....but i'll try hard to achive and strive on what i wish too...... in the end ~~ good luck for all my friends ....i hope tat for how long we stay in tis world ....our friendship will not be end untill the day we hv no more breathing.......... ETERNAL FRIENDSHIP....
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
" A SLOTHFUL DAY "
aihh... ~_~ today skip my class ler ....didnt went to Coll .......ermmm how to said ... mid nite of last nite ..... 1 am ~~ i fall to slept edi ....but then my sis came back from somewhere and she CHIT CHAT with her friend for the whole night !!! ~~ awwww !!! within the whole night ~~ i really canot sleep well ......the most terrible was ... MY SIS OPEN THE WEB CAM AND POINT at my bed and let her friend see the way i sleep @@!!!! darm her ....really brainless =.= " all her friend look at my face when i slept -_- !!! and morning tat time its more terrible !! they chat from mid night (actually is morning 2 till 8 am then went to ate " DIM SUM " ....after tat came back our house and they entered to my bed room !!! ARHHHH !!! really shock to see them when i was still with a sweet dream ~~ when the first i open my eyes ~~ then i saw them !!! i was shocked how could they so early to come here !! ~_~" what the ....after tat ...morning ~~~ 9 am something ~~ went to my friend's house (Sxxx Pxxxx) ~~ firstly ~~ tot we went to coll on 10 ~~ but then ... we chit chat there till 11.30 ++ edi ~~ gosh ~~ the class end in 1 oclock ~~ so then ...we plan not to go to the class edi , so then we continue our conversation until 12 something ~~ then started hungry edi ......then we plan to cooked in my friend's house ~_~" then cook the instant noodles for our lunch, but then we went out to bought some meat's and hot dog to add in the noodles for more tasty .....after tat we cooked the noodles and we fried the meat's and also the hot dogs ....and we made too much edi ....firstly we still vry hungry ~~ said tat we can finish all of it ....but in the end ~~ we cant finish the hot dogs and the meat's =.=....and then had left for her maid to eat it ~_~ .....finish our lunch ~~ tat's around 2 something ....then they said wanna to watched the ermmm i duno call what edi the piggy " MC DULL " ....after tat they all not really enjoy the video 1 ....they all hv slept and left for myself to watched the video till the end =.=" it was boring !! =.= ~~ after tat went to online awhile with her PC .....and found tat a new friend added me ~~ and hv a great chat with her .....till around 4 something ler ~~ the woke up and went some other place ~~ which is the slimming centre " MAY FAIR " ~_~ gosh ~~~ i hv no choice ~~ cause i followed my sis's car ....so then decided to go with her all days long =.= .....they went to another slimming centre ~~ cause MAY FAIR was too expansive RM5k +++ !!!!!!=.= ~~ fine then ~~ we all go another slimming centre which is in the ECON SAVE there ... i duno the name of the shop....but the workers there were vry friendly and the price was consider cheap compare to the MAY FAIR -_- here only RM 100 +++ only~~ so then i think they hv decided to go tis slimming centre for slim programe in nxt FRI =.= .... after tat hv some break time ( tea time ) on ground floor and then after finish ...jus back home ~~~
COOL ????? my whole days ....jus spent on with all of them ....... from here ... found tat i really like unfreedom to follow them .....but with all of them ....its a little of fun too ...cause can go evrywhere i wan ....but ~~ for what i think ~~ it is jus wasting the time ...... if i get my P license ....i hope tat i can drive to coll by myself .....i wish tat i can attend all the class as well ......i always thinks tat i follow my sis ...it will become a bad habit with her !!! ....i duno ... im not saying that all is not my false .....sometimes i also felt that i dun wan to go coll also .....cause of what ? " SLOTHFUL "=.= .....now ~~ my assignment got more edi ~~ cause last week homework also hvt done yet .....and bring it to tis week ...so then tis week homework come again ....then all hvt done also .... Tuesday still went to watched MOVIE some more ~~~ .......arhhh i dun wan happen tis again ..... i dun wan to be so LAZY ! -_____-" ......so i must finish it as soon as posible ....if not it will be like last time ..... the assignment will become more and more ~_~ so gtg now ooo do my assignment b4 i sleep =( ~~ k good nite .......
( Hope tat i can get my freedom when i get my " P " license =) )
COOL ????? my whole days ....jus spent on with all of them ....... from here ... found tat i really like unfreedom to follow them .....but with all of them ....its a little of fun too ...cause can go evrywhere i wan ....but ~~ for what i think ~~ it is jus wasting the time ...... if i get my P license ....i hope tat i can drive to coll by myself .....i wish tat i can attend all the class as well ......i always thinks tat i follow my sis ...it will become a bad habit with her !!! ....i duno ... im not saying that all is not my false .....sometimes i also felt that i dun wan to go coll also .....cause of what ? " SLOTHFUL "=.= .....now ~~ my assignment got more edi ~~ cause last week homework also hvt done yet .....and bring it to tis week ...so then tis week homework come again ....then all hvt done also .... Tuesday still went to watched MOVIE some more ~~~ .......arhhh i dun wan happen tis again ..... i dun wan to be so LAZY ! -_____-" ......so i must finish it as soon as posible ....if not it will be like last time ..... the assignment will become more and more ~_~ so gtg now ooo do my assignment b4 i sleep =( ~~ k good nite .......
( Hope tat i can get my freedom when i get my " P " license =) )
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Are You Wake Up ???
I put tis title ~~because .....am i really wake up from the dream ??.... whenever a person hv a dream ...... wake up and find out the way to achive your dream ......not only jus dream in sleep or wait and dream .... i get tis out whithin tis few days ....i know what i wan ....so i must go forward the way i walk through .....and without regret ........since i've choose the way i walked through .... , i cant regret anymore .... all the things i can do is ....keep on walk and walk ..... i may know tat someday i could reach the place which i wan .....i believe in god and also believe myself .....i can do it =)
Now i really know tat what i wan .....so i must try my best to go for it =) .....really thx god ....anyways ....wan to talk abit things which happened few days b4 .......tat day on Fri , after lunch with my senior classmate....we went to Jusco , and 1 of my friend , she lie her BF to come out shopping with us ....then she went to shopping with and hv dinner at 7 PM in kopitiam.....after tat a call coming to her ....which her BF call her ~~ her bf vry annoy on the phone ...and asked her y went out for a whole day not even told him? so then her BF drive the car from simpang pulai to kopitiam here ~_~ ...tat was too serious in case =.= ...after her BF arrived ~~ we all get scolded.... because his bf said we always bring her GF out to play here and there ......after finish scolding us .....she entered her BF's car then back home ....on tat time ...how could be a date partner canot hv freedom to choose to go ? i asked my sis ....y tis will happen ? ....and she said...when i date tat time will understand bout it .....i tried to think about it ....finally know tat ...maybe they love each other too much ...so worried bout each other ...so then tis jus will happen ...i asked myself ~~ my futuru when i hv gf ....i'll treat her like tat ? ..its hard to sid for now ~_~ my sis said when ure dating tat time will know bout it, so from tis ~~ i know tat dating is not tat sweet and simple sometimes .....some of it even more headache after dating .......
SAT night .... my friend hav some problem and she yelled to me tat she was vry "SAD"....after tat i try to solve her ....and in the end ....she thx me alot .....cause i remind her alot of things , then she also told me tat ....i'm mature than b4 edi ....for tis ....i really happy ~~cause being praised by her =) , for now ....i realize tat ...world has alot of human being ....not jus only a small matter for evryday ....each day , lot of ppls suicide because of something more serious than our small matters =.=..... so evrything happen to us ....we must face it as an experince .....its jus a test from god for us .....maybe from the experince ....we may gain alot and turn to be more mature ....god is moulding us all the times ..... he hope tat can made us to be a good characteristic person......so i understand =)
On Sunday .....i'm happy tat i've finish my car lesson =D ~~~ and yet my car trainer asked me to go for test prepare on monday ~~ ( which means the nxt day ) then after i finish ~~ i can hv a test on Friday ...i hope tat i can pass the test with 1 time ...i dun wan to retake another time ~_~" ....after tat afternoon ...when i hv my singing lesson ~~ i do the same like last time ~~ cause i hvt got any CD to choose any other song ....so jus sang back the song which i sang last time ~_~ ...after tat my singing teacher asked me to sing the old song " 榕樹下＂ ohhh !! gosh ~_~ i never think off she will ask me to sing tis kind of song ~_~ gonna faint ....i duno how to sing tis song as well ~~ and tis song is too old !!! ~~~ i jus listened some of the uncle sang b4 ....so then ...jus know abit for the song ~_~ !!! gosh .....really scare on tat time ~_~ ....but finally i've step up on the stage and sing tis song with confidence ~~ and till the end ~~ a big clap from those uncle !! and also my singing teacher ~~ SIGH !!! i really try on my best to sing ....since tat in mid there i've some mistake =.= but i told me myself ~~ never mind ...cause tis is my first time to sing tis song !!! ...wao !! .....lucky tat i can sing it out ~_~ if not i'll be vry paiseh ..... tat day ....vry happy ... cause my singing teacher said tat my voice hv improve ...so i must cheers up =)
On Monday , jus do as often, went to LAN class on 11 oclock morning ...but also late to class again .....cause my sis came back late to took me ther =.= " .....after that entered the class seat behind there =.= " afternoon having lunch in a ice-cream house "LARVENDER " with my classmate ..... when we were having lunch there , we heard 1 of my friend ....she's from a RICH family ....so she is a rich person ..... she share some of her family problem with us .....she said tat her father hv another woman outside ...and the woman was pregnant...and she share alot with us .....from the dialog she share with us .....i get something .... which is " A RICH FAMILY ARE HAVING MORE PROBLEM WHICH SERIOUS THAN THE POOR " somtimes poor family can be vry happy ...cause without those problems ....... although poverty family hv no money to do what they wan ....but they can live happy with their family ......1st ppls hv $$$ ~ there are more problems to come forward ....... tis is what i get on today ... after tat ... i think of myself ...in the future ...if i get rich ~~~ am i will be like tat ?? face more problem even ??....i dun no ....for evryone ..surely will said " I WONT LET TIS HAPPEN " for now ....but ~~ future canot be guess.....somehow ~~ a person will change few years after .... so i also duno =S ....what i can do is ...jus dun make mistake in life .......
ok finish all the things here edi =) ....actually hv more ~_~ but i some of it forgot edi =.= ....so didnt writte out here ~~ ...ok time to go ~~ .....1 sentence to remind myself " join more ppls will get more experince from others " hehe ~~ i get tis =P ~~ c ya .....
Now i really know tat what i wan .....so i must try my best to go for it =) .....really thx god ....anyways ....wan to talk abit things which happened few days b4 .......tat day on Fri , after lunch with my senior classmate....we went to Jusco , and 1 of my friend , she lie her BF to come out shopping with us ....then she went to shopping with and hv dinner at 7 PM in kopitiam.....after tat a call coming to her ....which her BF call her ~~ her bf vry annoy on the phone ...and asked her y went out for a whole day not even told him? so then her BF drive the car from simpang pulai to kopitiam here ~_~ ...tat was too serious in case =.= ...after her BF arrived ~~ we all get scolded.... because his bf said we always bring her GF out to play here and there ......after finish scolding us .....she entered her BF's car then back home ....on tat time ...how could be a date partner canot hv freedom to choose to go ? i asked my sis ....y tis will happen ? ....and she said...when i date tat time will understand bout it .....i tried to think about it ....finally know tat ...maybe they love each other too much ...so worried bout each other ...so then tis jus will happen ...i asked myself ~~ my futuru when i hv gf ....i'll treat her like tat ? ..its hard to sid for now ~_~ my sis said when ure dating tat time will know bout it, so from tis ~~ i know tat dating is not tat sweet and simple sometimes .....some of it even more headache after dating .......
SAT night .... my friend hav some problem and she yelled to me tat she was vry "SAD"....after tat i try to solve her ....and in the end ....she thx me alot .....cause i remind her alot of things , then she also told me tat ....i'm mature than b4 edi ....for tis ....i really happy ~~cause being praised by her =) , for now ....i realize tat ...world has alot of human being ....not jus only a small matter for evryday ....each day , lot of ppls suicide because of something more serious than our small matters =.=..... so evrything happen to us ....we must face it as an experince .....its jus a test from god for us .....maybe from the experince ....we may gain alot and turn to be more mature ....god is moulding us all the times ..... he hope tat can made us to be a good characteristic person......so i understand =)
On Sunday .....i'm happy tat i've finish my car lesson =D ~~~ and yet my car trainer asked me to go for test prepare on monday ~~ ( which means the nxt day ) then after i finish ~~ i can hv a test on Friday ...i hope tat i can pass the test with 1 time ...i dun wan to retake another time ~_~" ....after tat afternoon ...when i hv my singing lesson ~~ i do the same like last time ~~ cause i hvt got any CD to choose any other song ....so jus sang back the song which i sang last time ~_~ ...after tat my singing teacher asked me to sing the old song " 榕樹下＂ ohhh !! gosh ~_~ i never think off she will ask me to sing tis kind of song ~_~ gonna faint ....i duno how to sing tis song as well ~~ and tis song is too old !!! ~~~ i jus listened some of the uncle sang b4 ....so then ...jus know abit for the song ~_~ !!! gosh .....really scare on tat time ~_~ ....but finally i've step up on the stage and sing tis song with confidence ~~ and till the end ~~ a big clap from those uncle !! and also my singing teacher ~~ SIGH !!! i really try on my best to sing ....since tat in mid there i've some mistake =.= but i told me myself ~~ never mind ...cause tis is my first time to sing tis song !!! ...wao !! .....lucky tat i can sing it out ~_~ if not i'll be vry paiseh ..... tat day ....vry happy ... cause my singing teacher said tat my voice hv improve ...so i must cheers up =)
On Monday , jus do as often, went to LAN class on 11 oclock morning ...but also late to class again .....cause my sis came back late to took me ther =.= " .....after that entered the class seat behind there =.= " afternoon having lunch in a ice-cream house "LARVENDER " with my classmate ..... when we were having lunch there , we heard 1 of my friend ....she's from a RICH family ....so she is a rich person ..... she share some of her family problem with us .....she said tat her father hv another woman outside ...and the woman was pregnant...and she share alot with us .....from the dialog she share with us .....i get something .... which is " A RICH FAMILY ARE HAVING MORE PROBLEM WHICH SERIOUS THAN THE POOR " somtimes poor family can be vry happy ...cause without those problems ....... although poverty family hv no money to do what they wan ....but they can live happy with their family ......1st ppls hv $$$ ~ there are more problems to come forward ....... tis is what i get on today ... after tat ... i think of myself ...in the future ...if i get rich ~~~ am i will be like tat ?? face more problem even ??....i dun no ....for evryone ..surely will said " I WONT LET TIS HAPPEN " for now ....but ~~ future canot be guess.....somehow ~~ a person will change few years after .... so i also duno =S ....what i can do is ...jus dun make mistake in life .......
ok finish all the things here edi =) ....actually hv more ~_~ but i some of it forgot edi =.= ....so didnt writte out here ~~ ...ok time to go ~~ .....1 sentence to remind myself " join more ppls will get more experince from others " hehe ~~ i get tis =P ~~ c ya .....
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Life Hard.....
long time didnt post up my blog edi ~~~ woo hoo.....cause dude to these few days ~~ lot of things happen ler ..... on 29th all my KL friends came back to IPOH edi...so then we decided to hv a meeting outside ~~ Yum cha with them ler ....the first sight i looked at them !! wah ~~ 2 of them thin and Dark than b4 edi !!! 1 of them ...b4 hvt go to KL tat time ....enough of thin edi...but after back from KL ~~~ gosh....more thinner than last time ~~ ......and they really looked darker than last time cause they walked to coll evryday ....even they use sun block....but also dark after all .....so from these ....i edi know tat y my father dun let me go KL for study ....in IPOH i still can enjoy my life as well....can shopping , can hang out at nite ....can hv a great meal and soup evryday .....for what im think of them ....they told me tat ...sometimes even jus ate 1 time in KL .....tat's y how bitter they study in KL..... and then ~~ another news which i get yestrday ...which was a Student from KL TAR coll get killed by some body.....how pity he was.....some more lot of them saying tat TAR coll is a dark place to study ....which got a lot of robbery happen there evryday .....so for tis all happen ...i really know tat my father is care about me so then he jus dun let me so fast to go outstation study......i realize edi.....
Then 30th...we're having a BBQ party at nite ~~~ actually is not night edi HAHA know y ??? cause we started to light up the fire on 12am !!! HAHAH consider its morning edi Lolx .....never happen to be ever to hv BBQ party at 12am ~~ haha tat day we all really enjoy the party as well ....we all chat and burn up evrything and ate there ...really happen on tat time ...i wont forget bout tis .....we all played till around 3am ++ jus end the party ler...then i reached home its around 5am edi....wooo then morning hv the car lesson also.....woo ... in the morning of 31th...i almost BANG on another car ler ~~ cause vry sleepy -_- jus slept for few hours only ...then not enough of concentratetion.....tat day nth special.....jus afternoon hv hang out with my KL friend to buy some of his daily stuff to use in KL ....after all nth edi ....
1th...woke up in the morning ....then prepared to coll for LAN class edi ....but tat time really lazy edi...plan not to go the class also.....plus tat tat day my sis was sick ~~ so then plan not to go ....but finally we also go there and also LATE edi !!! the class end on 1 ~~ reached there around 12.15pm ++ HAHA .....evrytimes also like tat ...not the first time edi ~_~" then ....today ...2th ....nth special also ler .....jus now went to YUM CHA with my friend which back from GENTING ...he is now worked in GENTING jus holiday came back here for 1 week ....then need to go back on SAT edi ....we chat along in STATION KOPITIAM ...till the shop close ....really hv a long cretain of time didnt chat with him edi.....we share about our own daily life and also others ....some how today they told me tat " worked really hard " i duno ....cause i never work b4 ....maybe really hard to work out side ....they told me tat outside there got a lot of ppls are vry FAKE ?!?! ....this i heard from my sis also ....they told me tat evry ppl jus like wearing a mask to meet diffrent ppls outside the world.....i can know tat tis world is changing now .....maybe is time for me to get the experince by working outside ....but actually i jus lazy to work -_- i duno work is like what .....i never try b4 ....and i dun like ....but i know tat some day i'll work too .....so i darm scare bout my future ......even i think of if 1 day ...i really become a bagger or sleep under the bridge ? how my life are ? ........i really hv think of tis sometimes ......really scare tat tis will happen to me someday ..... i really hope tat tis wont happen to me .... i've my own TARGET to shoot on ....but my dream is really really really hard to achive ........but ...evry time i also telling my self the same thing =( ...dun give up myself .....keep on going no matter what happen to me ........i jus wish tat i can achive my "dream" =) ~~ and not jus DREAM on it ........action is the best to improve myself ....so ....evryday i also hope tat i can learn something day by day ...even some english word ?? or maybe some new experince .....i'll try hard to achive it ....
Life are hard to go .....all the ppls are growth in PRESSURE....person with not pressure at all, its wont be grow ......i'll realize tis ....so evrytime meet any thing which is PRESSURE ...we must face it optimist....so then u jus wont feel pressure on it .....tis is what i think of ......aihh....great to said on here ...but myself can do it or not ? i also duno =S ~~~ still got few assignment hvt do yet ...and also essay which need to pass up on tis FRI for the last day ...but i hvnt get the TITLE also !!! i also duno what to write ..... must not more than 4000 words man .....which means need around 1000++ words ....i also what to write also ~~~ SIGHT .......then my presentation get closer edi .... but i hvt start to do also ....jus started 1 page only =.=" ....worried tat i cant finished it ......arh.......god bles me .... pray tat i can finished all my work ........WORLD ARE STILL RUNNING ...so be apreciate evry sec , evry min + evry hours ....good nite all my friends ....pray tat all my friends can stay healty , optimistically evryday ... HAPPY ALWAYS V^____^V
Then 30th...we're having a BBQ party at nite ~~~ actually is not night edi HAHA know y ??? cause we started to light up the fire on 12am !!! HAHAH consider its morning edi Lolx .....never happen to be ever to hv BBQ party at 12am ~~ haha tat day we all really enjoy the party as well ....we all chat and burn up evrything and ate there ...really happen on tat time ...i wont forget bout tis .....we all played till around 3am ++ jus end the party ler...then i reached home its around 5am edi....wooo then morning hv the car lesson also.....woo ... in the morning of 31th...i almost BANG on another car ler ~~ cause vry sleepy -_- jus slept for few hours only ...then not enough of concentratetion.....tat day nth special.....jus afternoon hv hang out with my KL friend to buy some of his daily stuff to use in KL ....after all nth edi ....
1th...woke up in the morning ....then prepared to coll for LAN class edi ....but tat time really lazy edi...plan not to go the class also.....plus tat tat day my sis was sick ~~ so then plan not to go ....but finally we also go there and also LATE edi !!! the class end on 1 ~~ reached there around 12.15pm ++ HAHA .....evrytimes also like tat ...not the first time edi ~_~" then ....today ...2th ....nth special also ler .....jus now went to YUM CHA with my friend which back from GENTING ...he is now worked in GENTING jus holiday came back here for 1 week ....then need to go back on SAT edi ....we chat along in STATION KOPITIAM ...till the shop close ....really hv a long cretain of time didnt chat with him edi.....we share about our own daily life and also others ....some how today they told me tat " worked really hard " i duno ....cause i never work b4 ....maybe really hard to work out side ....they told me tat outside there got a lot of ppls are vry FAKE ?!?! ....this i heard from my sis also ....they told me tat evry ppl jus like wearing a mask to meet diffrent ppls outside the world.....i can know tat tis world is changing now .....maybe is time for me to get the experince by working outside ....but actually i jus lazy to work -_- i duno work is like what .....i never try b4 ....and i dun like ....but i know tat some day i'll work too .....so i darm scare bout my future ......even i think of if 1 day ...i really become a bagger or sleep under the bridge ? how my life are ? ........i really hv think of tis sometimes ......really scare tat tis will happen to me someday ..... i really hope tat tis wont happen to me .... i've my own TARGET to shoot on ....but my dream is really really really hard to achive ........but ...evry time i also telling my self the same thing =( ...dun give up myself .....keep on going no matter what happen to me ........i jus wish tat i can achive my "dream" =) ~~ and not jus DREAM on it ........action is the best to improve myself ....so ....evryday i also hope tat i can learn something day by day ...even some english word ?? or maybe some new experince .....i'll try hard to achive it ....
Life are hard to go .....all the ppls are growth in PRESSURE....person with not pressure at all, its wont be grow ......i'll realize tis ....so evrytime meet any thing which is PRESSURE ...we must face it optimist....so then u jus wont feel pressure on it .....tis is what i think of ......aihh....great to said on here ...but myself can do it or not ? i also duno =S ~~~ still got few assignment hvt do yet ...and also essay which need to pass up on tis FRI for the last day ...but i hvnt get the TITLE also !!! i also duno what to write ..... must not more than 4000 words man .....which means need around 1000++ words ....i also what to write also ~~~ SIGHT .......then my presentation get closer edi .... but i hvt start to do also ....jus started 1 page only =.=" ....worried tat i cant finished it ......arh.......god bles me .... pray tat i can finished all my work ........WORLD ARE STILL RUNNING ...so be apreciate evry sec , evry min + evry hours ....good nite all my friends ....pray tat all my friends can stay healty , optimistically evryday ... HAPPY ALWAYS V^____^V
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Day Of Kopitiam =)
wao....today ~~really special for me ~~ cause i never expect tat i could spend around the whole days in a coffee house " KOPITIAM " .....from 11.30 ~~ i out of my class ~~ then folow all my Coll friends go for LUNCH !! on tat time its really cool ~~ know y ??? there hv around 7-8 cars is going to a same place HAHAH !! a big groug le ~~ all SUNWAY student hahah.....amazing....after tat we go to a coffee shop for our lunch " LOK WUI KUI " after we hv our lunch with all the Coll friends ~~ then we dismiss with some of the coll friends ~~ then me and my sis join another group of coll friends which is closes...went to wash car ~~after wash up the car ~~ then around 2something we decided to go KOPITIAM for chit-chat~~
then !! from 2 oclock !!! then till 11 oclock !! we spend all days there le !!!?!?!?! i never tot of it b4 ~we hv seated there around 9 - 10 hours !!! walao =.= after tat ~~ till 11.30pm jus reached home man !!!~~~ ....but anways its really a nice day for me ~~ we chat alot of thing while we were in KOPITIAM ~~ actually 6pm tat time wan to dimiss edi ~~ cause nite 8 oclock i promise my friend will watch movie with her ....but within tat time ... suddenly rain heavily...so canot get back home on tat time ...then we kept on chating there till 8 oclock !! some of the stuff there also finish their working time edi -_- but we're still there chating haha !! then still continue order for our dinner there also ~~ ate while chat !! haha ......but its really a special + happy day for me ~~ i meet some of the new friends there and get more even closer with them .....really happy for today ~~
aihh time is not early for now ~~ i hv to off edi ~~ cause actually my PC having problem le !!! duno which part burn edi ~~ if on my pc longer will float out some BAD SMELL !! like plastic burning =.= i need to bring my comp for check up soon...haha ~~ ok le ~~ til now gonna stop hehe wan to bath also -___-" hvt bath also kekek ~~ ke byeee =P
then !! from 2 oclock !!! then till 11 oclock !! we spend all days there le !!!?!?!?! i never tot of it b4 ~we hv seated there around 9 - 10 hours !!! walao =.= after tat ~~ till 11.30pm jus reached home man !!!~~~ ....but anways its really a nice day for me ~~ we chat alot of thing while we were in KOPITIAM ~~ actually 6pm tat time wan to dimiss edi ~~ cause nite 8 oclock i promise my friend will watch movie with her ....but within tat time ... suddenly rain heavily...so canot get back home on tat time ...then we kept on chating there till 8 oclock !! some of the stuff there also finish their working time edi -_- but we're still there chating haha !! then still continue order for our dinner there also ~~ ate while chat !! haha ......but its really a special + happy day for me ~~ i meet some of the new friends there and get more even closer with them .....really happy for today ~~
aihh time is not early for now ~~ i hv to off edi ~~ cause actually my PC having problem le !!! duno which part burn edi ~~ if on my pc longer will float out some BAD SMELL !! like plastic burning =.= i need to bring my comp for check up soon...haha ~~ ok le ~~ til now gonna stop hehe wan to bath also -___-" hvt bath also kekek ~~ ke byeee =P
Saturday, July 15, 2006
Bright Day =)
hehe...happy within tis few days .....although my Coll second sem had start edi...but within tis few days in coll ~~ averange to explain tat ~~ it was great =) i get to know lot of ppls in coll and not onlt tis ~~ i can feel tat myself are close to each of my coll friend edi ~~ within these few days ~~ i went out shopping , tea time , lunch , gymnasium with all of them =) happy =) then ...later on my sis will organize a Birtday party ~~ and yet i know tat she invite all the Art & Design course student go to her party ~~~ wao sounds great ~~ i can even more close with all of them after all =) erm...then something wan to said is ....my parents let me to join the Singing Class ^^ im happy too ....cause my parents are allowed me to go there .....after tat ....something wanna said about it ...tat's my RELIGION ...i really duno what's my religion are .....y i said so....cause last time i've joined to be a Christian...so start from tat day ~~ i always remind myself ~~ im a Christian .....but after all ...i found tat ....myself are not .....but i still in hesitate tat ...on WED tat time ....my churhc friend hv a meeting ...so i go there for listen some of the bible stuff...but after tat they were disgusting tat ...if a person die ~~ is it truely will go to heaven ? u know i get tis answer is ~~ ya....whenever a ppl die ....and if he is with faith to jessus ....he may go to HEAVEN ......for what im thinks tat ....for so long i've never been to church ...so am i still a christian ? and yet ......they also talked about ....if a person didnt read bible , its will consider tat the person is not a christian =.= ~~ so ? is it tat's me ? ~~ i also duno le ......i've so long didnt touch my bible edi....and yet i really lazy to take out my book to read 1.....so i duno le , but for what i know ...just if u hv the heart with jesus....ure still a Christian all the time..i'll believe tis .....then yesterday ~~ my Pastor in my church have a lunch with me and my church friend Jasson.....for what i know yesterday @@ my pastor know my father for long time ago -_- omg !! tis was surpise for me -_- both of them know each oter.....even when my father hv sickness tat time ....he hv hlp my father also.....i really thnkful to my pastor.......I realise tat ... tis world is really small......whenever u go , its jus like a big round back to u again....i mean friends =) anyways ~~ tis is fate which set by god =)
Now i jus woke up from my bed ~~ but later on ~~ i wanna to do my homework =.= but i duno my sis hv leave all the art instument for me to do my homework or not ~~ but if she didnt leave there ~~ hehe then i can go out with friends hahaha for movie maybe ~~ or duno le ~~ but my homework ~~ i must do it ~~ if not will be like last time , canot finished it =( ok le i think nth could be said here ~~
Now i jus woke up from my bed ~~ but later on ~~ i wanna to do my homework =.= but i duno my sis hv leave all the art instument for me to do my homework or not ~~ but if she didnt leave there ~~ hehe then i can go out with friends hahaha for movie maybe ~~ or duno le ~~ but my homework ~~ i must do it ~~ if not will be like last time , canot finished it =( ok le i think nth could be said here ~~
Sunday, July 09, 2006
Evrything New Will Start from nxt week....
Aih.....nxt week on ...will take off my cap to coll edi ....hope tat will fresh for evry one in coll .....b4 tat .... lot of ppl not intrest to me le .... " ren qi " vry low ......i told me self ~~ i must hv a great changes for my nxt sem on ....so i gonna proove and change it ....still duno how after i change my wole package ....=.=" hope tat will be get back the " ren qi " which i wan ~~ after tat tomorrow will be my first day to learn to sing le ~~ but yet ~~ still duno my parents allow me to learn to sing or not ......i pray tat =.= they agree what i hv choose to learn .......then erm tomorrow also the day i finish 3 hours on my CAR license !! then i can get " L" edi =.= " finally i can get my " L " license edi .....my friends every time aksed tat " HOW COME U HV CAR BUT U DUN HV LICENSE TO DRIVE " ? -_- ".....tat's y i should prove them i must get " P " as soon as possible !! wao...too late edi now ... 3 am ~~ i should sleep now -_- if not tomorrow canot sing well in my first singing CLASS !!! -__ - good nite first ~~ good day ~~ and pray tat god will bless me for tomorrow =D
Thursday, July 06, 2006
Sun shine after the rain
Finally ~~ i had finished my first sem edi ~~~ aih....vry stress when go till the end ...i didnt finish few pieces of my assignment to pass up for my lecturer ....cause not enough time for me to do .....b4 tat when he gave me the work tat time i dun wan to start to do it ...then wait till the last day jus started to do it ....but its too late .....few days didnt slept to rush for the assignment, but finally i also pass up all of it edi ~~ jus 5 piecese didnt passed up ~~ and gets 0(zero) marks.....watever ~~ it's over ...i dun care edi , even what result i get ....for the nxt sem ~~ it sill be more stress on it ....the coming up assignment will be more harder than the first sem assignment...so i must do it nicely ~~ dun mess up again =(
Today is Thursday ~~ afternoon need to go back to coll to go for my LAN sub oo....i've WET for few days edi ~~~ tat's enough for me ler ....yesterday went to watched movie so called " STAY ALIVE " tat movie was about " Online Games " which called STAY ALIVE ~~ and in the story tat was about sixth ppls play tis game, then tis game will jus like reality ...when u die inside the game ~~ then in life u'll die the same way which u die inside the game~~...quite intrest to watch it .... till today erm ...later need to prepare to go Coll le ....i had jus woke up le ~~ now 1.30 pm =.= so long i never try to wake up tat late edi ...dun care le ~~ k le now gonna prepare to go for my class soon ~~ so c ya ~~ stop here =)
Today is Thursday ~~ afternoon need to go back to coll to go for my LAN sub oo....i've WET for few days edi ~~~ tat's enough for me ler ....yesterday went to watched movie so called " STAY ALIVE " tat movie was about " Online Games " which called STAY ALIVE ~~ and in the story tat was about sixth ppls play tis game, then tis game will jus like reality ...when u die inside the game ~~ then in life u'll die the same way which u die inside the game~~...quite intrest to watch it .... till today erm ...later need to prepare to go Coll le ....i had jus woke up le ~~ now 1.30 pm =.= so long i never try to wake up tat late edi ...dun care le ~~ k le now gonna prepare to go for my class soon ~~ so c ya ~~ stop here =)
Saturday, July 01, 2006
1 Day didnt sleep =.="
Wao.....20 hoursin doing my work and i didnt sleep for whole day....cause of what ? rush my assignment ler ......b4 tat lazy to do ~~ then wait till the last min jus start to do it =.=" darm ~~ for the whole day ~~ i jus finish to do 4 pieces of work ....which mean totally i hv finish 10 pieces ....but totally we hv to finish 20 ~~ but i jus finish 10 only =.= so still need continue to do...i think within tis few days ~~ i cant sleep well le ~~ cause still hv 10 pieces to do ....now still duno whether i can finish it or not -_- i've jus passed up 10 pieces today ....but my lecturer also not satisfy with what i've done .....so i still need to add up another 10 jus enough for me to pass tis semester.....the last day to pass up will be on monday ~~ which means still hv 3 days to do 10 pieces =.= ~~ duno i can finish it or not ......but for now ~~ my daily time bcome unclear edi =.= morning become nite ~~ and nite become morning edi ....i had jus woke up on 8 pm then jus do like wat i did in morning ~~ BATH + BRUSH MY TEETH ~~~ haha then 9 oclock hv my dinner like jus like having my breakfast on 9am tat time ~~ truely ..... after having my " BREAKFAST " on 9pm ~~ then go upstairs to do research with my moral about the " corruption " and also try to find some idea in internet for my assignment ~~ then chat with some of my friend too ....after tat till now 3 am edi ~~ but for me now jus like 3pm afternoon =.= maybe my daily time in my brain hv some problem edi ~~ how could be now i still can open my eye vry big like afternoon ~~ tat's y i need to stable my time again ~~ so now i hv to sleep now , tomorrow jus continue my work ~~ ok for today nite ~~
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Learn Something...
Today is what a boring day it is ....since today is holiday so in the morning i went out with my grandparents and thought that i can buy a bag by going out with them ...but unfortunately i cant found any bag tat i wan ...so i didnt bought any thing....after tat when i reached home at 2 oclock .... tat time i was really really tired edi -_- then suddenly my mom rang me up and said something wrong with the letter which is need it for apply for the EPF... i miss the True Copy certification marks on the paper ...so my asked me go college for the mark and passed it to the goverment EPF department there... on tat time i really tired...but somehow i must do tat ~~ cause its necessary ...so then i asked my grandpa fetch me there and get the mark then pass it to EPF there ....tis is my first time to do something tat formal....go EPF department i mean =.=" never went there b4 by myself -_-"
After tat i listen to the radio when i was on the way back to home....then i heard a speaker with the name " leon " i think -_- not so sure ...but he is a vry vry professional in Advertise , he is a vry succeed person , then the DJ was asking him to giv some advice and share some of his life experince for the newbie who wan to join in advertising....from his experience i gain alot , especially he said tat " IF A PERSON WAN TO CHANGE THE FATE OF HIM/HER SELF , IT MUST START WITH THE ATTITUDE " cause only the attitude will jus affect a person fate, so after i heard tat , it's true tat ATTITUDE is the most basic we gonna to improve .
In the evening, after my dinner i went up and read 1 of my friend's BLOG and it's about a Indian worker from other country.... inside the blog , i found tat my friend's english was vry GREAT ! and the blog is about the indian worker from bangladesh come to her house to fix the lamp which was broken down ...in the blog she said that the worker came alone to M'sia to worked for 16 years.... after 2 - 3 years jus go back to visit his family and even his lovely child for once.....so for 2 - 3 years he work in M'sia , he cant even know what was his child did and sometimes even duno his child can growth healty and happy there....all these he said he jus can imagine for it .....so long he had worked in M'sia for what he want is jus a better life for his family , now he had all the things he want in his hometown...even a big house....so its kinda proud of him ....cause he had been in M'sia for 16 years......its not easy for a person which dun hv a citizenship to alive in M'sia for 16 years u know ???? once get caught will JAIL and their family will be vry pity and it will be a bad conclusion !!but because of that ...my friend's family didnt look down on the Indian worker and gave him extra money too !! for 2 lamp had been fix = RM4 but her parents added extra RM10 for him cause hope tat he can hv a better life in the future. tat's what i get touch by it ..... if " HE " is u ?.....will u dare to run to M'sia to work?.... . tat's y i really sympathize with them .....
After tat i listen to the radio when i was on the way back to home....then i heard a speaker with the name " leon " i think -_- not so sure ...but he is a vry vry professional in Advertise , he is a vry succeed person , then the DJ was asking him to giv some advice and share some of his life experince for the newbie who wan to join in advertising....from his experience i gain alot , especially he said tat " IF A PERSON WAN TO CHANGE THE FATE OF HIM/HER SELF , IT MUST START WITH THE ATTITUDE
In the evening, after my dinner i went up and read 1 of my friend's BLOG and it's about a Indian worker from other country.... inside the blog , i found tat my friend's english was vry GREAT ! and the blog is about the indian worker from bangladesh come to her house to fix the lamp which was broken down ...in the blog she said that the worker came alone to M'sia to worked for 16 years.... after 2 - 3 years jus go back to visit his family and even his lovely child for once.....so for 2 - 3 years he work in M'sia , he cant even know what was his child did and sometimes even duno his child can growth healty and happy there....all these he said he jus can imagine for it .....so long he had worked in M'sia for what he want is jus a better life for his family , now he had all the things he want in his hometown...even a big house....so its kinda proud of him ....cause he had been in M'sia for 16 years......its not easy for a person which dun hv a citizenship to alive in M'sia for 16 years u know ???? once get caught will JAIL and their family will be vry pity and it will be a bad conclusion !!but because of that ...my friend's family didnt look down on the Indian worker and gave him extra money too !! for 2 lamp had been fix = RM4 but her parents added extra RM10 for him cause hope tat he can hv a better life in the future. tat's what i get touch by it ..... if " HE " is u ?.....will u dare to run to M'sia to work?.... . tat's y i really sympathize with them .....
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
For girls which is older or same age with the boy will always think tat boys are CHILDISH ??? =.="
I dun understand y girls in nowadays always think tat boys are Childish ? is it true tat all the girl are mature than a boy while they are on the same age ? evrytime i ask my friend how u treat me like ? then she may answer tat " U " ? ure my little bro -_- ~~ jus like tat .....tat's y im nervous with tis problem .... is tat true tat i really a childish boy ? or they dun really treat me as a MAN .....its kinda hurt when i ask my friend about tis question ....i've been friend with them for such a long time ......for friendship within 3 years ...they told me tat i never change ....it seems like the same like b4 ~~ VRY CHILDISH ......but actually ...for the comment they gave me last time .... i keep on changing with myself .... but finally ....i also in the same stage which they told me last time ...it never change ....WHY ? ....tis mean tat i really CHILDISH forever ? ..... they will always give comment for those who hv a great changes? ...but im not ? i've been with them for around 3 years .....but evrytime i heard tat xxxx become handsome edi mature edi ~~ or xxx vry kind .....evrytime the person who get praise will not be include me ...... they will jus praise others but i'll be except for all the times......WHY ?.......tis problem kept in my heart for so long edi .....its kinda sad tat's i always a child in their mind ....even i've change but they seems like assume tat i didnt change at all ......is it the way i change is wrong ? .........its kinda hurt when i get the answer from them ....i keep on asking myself is it their observation bad or i really didnt upgrade at all ....but watever it is ....for what they comment me ....i'll try on my best to change .... 1 day ...i must show them i've change ... sometimes i remind the things i did b4 .....i really treat them as good as i am.... i really enough of gentle for them edi .....but y i still remain the same standard for what they think about me .... i dun wan be a child for them for the whole life .....
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