Monday, June 25, 2007

3 Weeks are much better than 3 Years .....

What im going to mention above is .....3 weeks addicted in game rather than 3 years ~~~ last time ..... when i was in form 3 ~~ yeah ~~ THE FIRST ONLINE GAME ever .... "Ragnarok" which i spent totally 3 Years ~~ on the game ... and till now ~~ i know that ~~ it just a waste of time on speding 3 years Focusing on the game ~~ and negleted the study .... so ~~ it always remind me ..........3 years ~~ i gain alot from the game of Ragnarok ~~ yet i also lost alot from the games ..... as i choose to played game on that time ~~ so got bad result when i got in form 5 spm ..... yet ~~ come to this year ~~ now ...... a new game come to me again ... which is similar like RO does ~~ the best ever i hv seen =) ~~ which is Granado Espada =D ....i spent approximately 3 weeks on this game .... yet ~~ YEA ~~ it was pretty cool when i played it ~~ and i love this game so much .... somehow ~~ until today XD suddenly i feel like ~~ Boring with game ~~ while i got what i wan in the game ..... yet ~~ its not really as amazing as i thought this may really cause me feel fed up on the game XD ~~ for the first moment i got what i want in the game ... it was really COOL and i played for the whole day ~~ from day to night ~~ and just because of the several hours i've played ~~ and i got fed up for the game XD ~~ this may really want to thx god for awaken me up XD haha ..... cause suddenly ~~ when i feel fed up with the game ~~ and it remind me something which happen the case which is last time when the time i was in RO =) .... i found that ~~ it just the same with the case 3 years b4 ~~ but this 1 is consider good ~~ cause get awaken myself earlier =) ~~ yet ~~ this game is going to P2P " Pay To Play " ~~~ so it would be like last time what RO does ~~ maybe cost RM30+ for a month ~~ i think XD not sure ~~ but .... for now ~~ XD b4 i play until to the day i need to P2P ~~ i think its time bring out myself from the world XD if not ~~ i know i'll get in deeper like RO XD .... this game "GE " 3 weeks =) but RO 3 years XD ~~ so ~~ 3 weeks is better than 3 years haha ~~ this is what i meant =) so far ~~ i'm pretty sure this is a REAL NICE GAME i ever play =) ~~ good in everything ~~ its PERFECT ~~ yet ~~ its come out with ppls use " BOT " <> again XD ..... so which may really spoil the game .... haih ...... that's y ~~ it just like happen to me again like RO haha ~~ i duno y ~~ i just feel that ~~ Life is it keep Rolling back ? happen and happen again ?? XD ..... so as i know edi XD i think i gotta quit tis game soon kekek ..... b4 i really fall in deep on it XD ... anyhow atleast i got the teste of the game ~~ which is pretty nice =) ~~~ but i gonna give up on u XD eventhough i still " BLUR " with what i need to do in life or duno what should i do =s ..... im totally " BLUR " on my future path XD yet ~~ i've decided my way ..... but i met some block -_- ~~ so ~~ im taking a break ~~ and i'll continue my journey sooner =) ..... anyways ~~ =) thx for the shorthen time of 3 weeks to getting back my self XD ~~ so 3 Weeks is it better than 3 years ? XD .....

Yet i miss alot of things when i played the game ~~~ Miss on Doing my assignment !!! Going to Shopping , Watch Movie , Exercise , Meet Friends , Sing K and more .... but yet ~~ i still enjoy the proces XD cause i gain someting new again to me hehe =) eventhough just the shorten of 3 weeks =)

Little Sharing

不在乎天长地久 ~ 只在乎曾经拥有 =)
3 weeks on game that i like, its enough for me , as long as i enjoy the process =) " something that u hv try b4 its enough for u to memorise it along ~ as long as u tried and u get the feeling on it =) Same to those who are in 失恋 =) .... "

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Unknown Mood =s ?

Its 12.30am now ..... yet ~~ hvt sleep ...... last week ~~ i've tried to blog up my recent mood .... but somehow that day there have error with blogger ~~~ so i cant blog anything here ....but ~~ what about my mood these day ~~~ is totally drop to the " bottom " again .... yet ~~ i get to know myself that ....whenever i am depress ... moody .... i'll be silent myself ....and not just for 1 day or few min ~~ but it will totally took me around 1 week to recover myself ..... ~~ yet ~~ what had happen to me thse day really damn preassure .......especially singing teacher ...........i just duno y .....whenever i've got a class on that day ~~ i'll feel like dont wan to go for the class ?...maybe ~~~she's giving me alot of preassure ? .... everytime i back from the class ~~ i really feel tired ! and also sad ! ........ singing ? .... that is my hobby ? .....i use to spend my time on singing as well ....but i just duno y ! when i've the first class till now ~~ i never feel to be enjoy ....and also sing well ......eventhough i've try my best .....but ~~ yet i seem like canot achive what she want ......and started to observe that ~~ she's disappointed with me ...... i dont have talent on singing maybe ? .......i really sad ..... know ~~ everytime i back from the class ~~ i'll feel like not going to sing anymore ? ......i feel tired ? .......i duno whether its my problem or what ? ....but i damn unhappy for evrytime i back from the class ! have decided to stop my class started on last week .....i rang her up ...and i said ~~ i wan to stop for temporary ......yet ~~ after i've told her that ~~ and i hang up the phone ~~ know i feel like putting off a heavy burden !! i feel better ...but in the other way .... i sad too .... cause i am hesitating whether i still wan to continue on to find another teacher or stop for temporary ? ........

Another thing .....i miss my phone alot K800i ......know ~~ now i've got back my phone from the shop .....yet ~~ most of them told me that ~~ canot be fix anymore i know ~~ its spoiled ! canot be repair anymore ........but ~~ these day ~~ i looked at my phone .....i really hope that ~~ it can still turn on and not off there all the time ..but i know this will not be happen .....unless ~~ there's a miracle for me ? =s ~~ but ~~ " pls DONT DREAM " -.- as i told myself ~~ when the time i got it this phone ....i really not appreciate at all .... yet i still complain this and that bout this phone ......but actually ...he is damn PREFECT for me ........all the function and everything ~~ it really have got everything with this phone its really 100% for me ........ yet ~~ the " CARELESS MASTER " not appreciate it now .....i lost him ......and now only i appreciate u damn bout this master ......失去才珍惜,后悔也来不及了.....

So these day ~~ think not very good in mood ..... yet ~~ today only get back my soul as well ..... if not ~~ i'll not on MSN and even online here ..........last week ~~ i've sick for whole week ..... yet ~~ for the whole week ~~ i really spend all my time in " GAME " only ~~ the new game im playing ~~ " Granado Espada " ..... yet ~~~ quite nice .....but ~~ mainly for me = another way to recover my sadness = PLAY ! PLAY ! PLAY and the end also PLAY ......and also WATCH TVB DRAMA !! .......... ~~ so it took me for a week to recover .....but good to know that ~~ whenver im sad ..... this the way i can go for it =)

Ok~~ 1am + edi .....actually ~~ i wan to do my homework XD ...but i didnt do also ...and yet ~~ i didnt attend my friend's bday party too .....yet ~~feel sorry to her XD as she ask me to go ~~ but i didnt =s .....cause ~~ i really have no mood to take myself into a crowd place ..... but ~~ no worry =) i'll take care myself ...... yet ~~ i need to stop everything for temporary ...... i need to re-focus on my homework ...cause ~~ last week absent for the whole week ~~ now i need to chase back everthing ..... so ~~ just hope that ~~ i can do that ? .....and ~~ hope that ! my 512 RAM will be arrive tomorrow !! i've been waiting for 5 days + !! that guy =.= duno whether he is forget or what -.- ....but as if i get 512 RAM edi =) so my PC can run smooth with the game im playing ~~ yet ~~ also can fast minimize to desktop ~~ so i could MSN + GAME and do my stuff ...... so ~~ hope that tomorrow ! i've receive that ! =)

Little Sharing

Appreciate everything that u have ~~ no matter it is good or bad .... just treassure/cherish =)

* Happy that this roll of my life can be in this family , kinda lucky .... yet sometimes i may not really get what i wan ....but ~~ i'll appreciate eveyrthing that u all have provided to me, im satisfy with it and love u my family ....especially my Granny ...she's the one who caring me always .... =) *