Today ........no ... actuall its been 2 weeks ..... i've skipped all the class as well ...... i am getting Down again =s ..... =) ..... but just now .... i listen to Nicholas Teo's song " 如果 " its really a very nice song ... and suit my mood ... yet ... i feel better now after i've cried for few drops of tears........ for what i struggler ....... now i realise the preassure .... and the prob of my own .... things really happen repeat and repeat only ....but i just could't solve out the problem .... for 3 years b4 ..... i got the same case with my own ... yet now ~~ it happen again ..... don u think ....in ur life ... something happen to u repeat and repeat ? ...... but as what we're ...we will just SAD and Stuck on the problem .... get encouragement or advise to solve the prob .... but ... hv u ever know what the problem happen to u ? ...and the way to CURE it ? .....actually i found mine .... and it would be easy to be settle...... and not tough though..... just problem on ..... CAN U or DONT U DARE to do that or not .....i jsut found mine was ..... im over gaming .... so i just choose not to play the game and DELETE the game from my comp ~ so everything can be settle well =s ... as u heard that ? is it easy ? ......but ya .... its easy to be mention ... but hard to do it ... know ? ........ as my case is just a minor only .... some how .... i know there hv more other ppls which have more difficult thing to face on ....haihz ...... its hard to build up a good humanity..... isnt HUMAN BEING are hard to be ? .....sigh *** ....... but actually .... i know my own ... hving the same problem within 3 years ....it just like a ROUND BACK with the prob ......same PROB !!! ...... haihz ... buti really hard to do my decission lor ........ but after talked to my friend today .... i've finally realize lotsa things .... " something if u give out the first step or make the decision straightly " u can really change the whole situation / case .......just like u choose to go on to another stage of ur life ....... but i know its hard ......not everyone can really straight away can decide and change the whole of his/her life ....some ppls will stuck there forever .. some take few years .... some maybe take 1 min also @@ never think properly and do it edi ...... so its depends the situation and also his/her own individual ..... grrrrrrr ... kinda headache ......as today 1 of my best friend ... she has problem with her too ... on decide something .......so ...is hard + tough for her .......aihhh...... myself also hv prob too .... with study .... but i think i've decided for it edi ..so i must do it ...... i dont wan to go on deeper .....sigh ..... ok le lets stop bout this ..... talked bout today ...... kinda specialy day for me also ... cause morning i skipped class and went to KAMPAR meet all of them ....since all of them in KAMPAR ... as i also brought 2 durians go kampar too ~~ since 1 of my friend love it so much ... so i bring up 2 durian to her ...but caus time prob we go kampar and back kampar is totally rush ... and night still have our mini gathering with C.M ..... so we're really lack of time ..... we rush like a dog man XD ...no time to rest ........ but somehow ... ist a good gathering though =) after the gathering ~~ we met the other gang of frend which im not really familiar with them .... but 1 of them i know only XD so nth to chat .. just talk craps only lor ... after that ~~ things happen edi .. which my friend's la ... but i'll not mention here .....just hope that ...she can make her own + right decision lor =) as i wish her in here =) ..... aihh duno le .... thse day kinda blur !! with everything ... so ... sooner ..i hope i can get back well la =) .... ok ler ... now not early also ... time to sleep =P ....... nite ....
no sharing ..... caus sleepy edi XD ....... wait for the nxt post ba =P
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