Reality & Future...

Yesterday.... i went to E-box with my group of friends ~~ ..... we went there hv some fun from 4 oclock till 6.30 le ... ~~ then 6.30 sent few of my friends back home .... after tat some of us continue on our journey hving dinner in a restaurant which we never been there b4 ....its a chinese restaurant ~~ name as " CHINA TOWN " ~~ the food there quite nice ~~ facilities all good .... ~~ and the most importand thing is ~~ the price are REASONABLE !! i never ate a 肉碎面 for RM 2.50 for so long @@ haha i jus realize tat =.= the food i alyways ate outside are so expansive !!! >< !! so ......RM2.50 ~~ really reasonable and quite tasty le .....tat's y ~~ tat place kinda nice to go ...ermmm jus opposite diagonally the Hotel Ritz ler ~~ ermmm opposite MAYBANK ~~ duno how to explain the position ~~ haha ....

After having our dinner ~~ then we went to GREEN TOWN ~~ ~~ the MBI field which the field there got a tall giant clock 1 ~~ ~~ we went there .......and we all squat down on the field there and chit chat about something which happen recently .....and we all actually also waiting for 1 of the friend which she hving dinner in green town with her colleague...so we need to wait her till 9.30 jus take her and yum cha with her ...... while we're waiting her in the field ~~ the field there full of cauples dating there and the wind blow breezy ......felt comfortable there .....i think tat ~~ if someone could play violin in middle of the field ~~ tat will be more perfect ......
we continue on chatting there .....and then ...the sky started to rain ~~ and we could see the Rain falling down from the sky by looking on all the spot light...... that is full of romantic =) ~~ if someone i love to be on this scene ~~ tat will be nice ...... haha ....

So then ~~ we all get inside the car and went to the restaurant to took my friend ~~~ and we yum cha at the KOPITIAM which is ermm which near our house tat 1 =) we stay there for awhile ~~ then my friend said tat she wan to go ER pub later with some of her friends..... and she wan me to took her there ......so then we took her back home first and let her make up herself .......... while we're waiting for her .....in her house on the bed tat time ~~ we heard her phone keep on ranging ~~ cause her friend are waiting her at ER ..... then we started to asked her ~~ who are them to ask her to go ER pub ? but then she said ermm jus know 1 girl in the group @@ then we all started to ask her ? going there with a girl only ??? and we know tat the girl she go with is a bad girl ???? we could heard the phone there got few more guys ~~ after tat ...she jus told us tat she going to meet those friend which is not good 1 =.= .....its dangerous for jus only a girl to go there @@ ?? even the friend which she know .....are bad ?.....we can know tat something not good will happen to her ......but how ? ...cause last time she also promise the girl which she know to go pub with her ...but my friend ...herself hv reject her invitation for few times ...so tis time she canot miss up again if not something bad will happen to her le .......as we undrstand edi .....so then as myself ....i also nervous whether i let her go there by her own or not ? ........cause its really danger........ and for what i am ....i knew tat myself had never went to those place b4 ........ so kinda worry about her ........but she said tat she will jus go there for few min ......then will come out ..........i think tat ........once u go there edi ~~ will the ppl ther let u go so fast ?? .....but then .....we all also canot do anything ...so jus let her go .....

when 12.30am reach ~~ then we sent her to ER .......then also said tat anythings else must SMS us ......cause its dangerous to be there ...... on tat time ~~ after we drop her .... today ....ER hving the opening ceremony ~~ so will open till 2.30 ~~~ when she got inside ER its around 1.15am ....as i park the car at some corner and observe what will they do to her .... we've ask her for not taking the alcoholic drinks .....cause scare that they will put tablet inside there.....as we drop her .....then we wait her far away from the shop ...and wait for her call .......tat time .....i really full of anxiety...from that time ...i jus realize tat ....worried about someone could be like tat ......its seems like canot sleep nicely as well ...on that time my heart keep on jumping rapidly ....fast .....cause too worry edi ........as 2.00 pass on ....then she sms her tat her friends dont let her go out ....!! ~~ then we must hlp her to get out of it .....on tat time ...lucky tat ~~ inside the car hv 1 of our friend ~~ shes a girl .....she knew some of her friend inside ...so jus let her go in and hlp her to get out of it ......as we wait wait wait ....about 15min ...finally she came out edi ......lucky tat ........nth happen .......so then i jus became relax abit ....... then actually wan to continue yum cha ....but then all also tired ......as we all wait her inside the car for 1 hour ++ .....and also 1 of my friend need to go back to Genting in the morning 7am ....so then we decided to end and go back home ....... as on the way back .....i've a short converstaion with her ....i told her tat ......i hope tat tis wont happen again ....... as if ya wan to went to such place ....must follow close friend rather than jus go with the friend which get to know them for few weeks only ? ....it could be dangerous .......as ....she heard tat ....then she also promise tat wont hv another time ......so ...i also happy to heard about it .....

For what i wan to mention are .....jus not to hope tat my friend get close with those punky guy ? .......if really happen something bad inside ~! ~~ i also duno what can i do ? ....on that moment .....i also think tat ....will i go inside there and hlp her out with our car dun hv any girl ? FIGHT ?.....sigh ......i think i duno what to do even i know tat myself dun hv such engery to fight with them .......as .....tis happen to me ... i also duno whether am i a GREAT guy or not ???cause .....i cant protect a girl i wan to ? ........so on tat moment ~~ i kinda sad ......cause know tat myself are jus a small little guy only .....cant let giv girls any protection ..... i know something happen must be not quarrel or fight to fix it ....can call police .....but ....aihh duno ~~ think too much hhaa .....but tis always my own attitude haha !! think too much =( ......watever .....for tis happen edi ....yet ....i get to know lot of things from it ........even the whole afternoon for today i spent on ......i watch a drama .... name as " 情陷夜中环 " .....the story of tis drama ....really good ...i get to know alot of things other than what i know ........ for the conclusion ...i know tat ~~~ in the future on .....there hv more problem to face on .......its not easy when go on to the world which is more reality to work .... more things i still need to learn about it ...... there hv more CRIME i never seen b4...... and more things i never seen b4 ..... when ppls come to certain standard ..... may realise tat ..... LIVE IS NOT EASY .....especially for ppls are working now .........as what i am ...... i still a teenage ......and yet i never been work b4 too !?!? .....sigh ......so thre hv more things i never seen b4 ~~ it must be get experince on first rather than u jus observe evrything by sight way ...... lot of thing we could not see on the jus appearance ...... so ....live really tat complicated to go on ....... sometimes ~~~ somthing tat u duno ...its better than u know it ...... if all of us now still in the childhood ~~ evryday jus play play play and play all the days ~~~ is it good ? nth to think of .......but now ....we're teenager .....so as myself ...must prepare on to face to the world of reality nxt time ....... =) duno future .....what i'll become ........as i know now ......must do watever u wan to do .....do it now...orelse u'll regret some day ? or maybe it will be too late ..... .... so ~~ CHEER UP for myself and all the PEOPLES on tis world .......cheer up evryday ~~ experince is importand ~~ so experince it evrything ~~ =) and believe tat NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE ...evrythings could be done and trust " HOPE AGAINST HOPE "^^

haha ends up ~~ never write a long BLOG edi HAHAH !! tis will be longest ^^ happy ....so CHEER UP =)

I've Find My Way ~~ I Wan A Different Way ~~

~_~ ~~ actually im sleepy now ....aihh ~~ late at the midnight .....for these day .... i found tat myself really intrest with Music ~~ .....but yet ~~~ i also not comfirm yet whether i am really really like it or not ......from the day i get to know myself are creative person ....yes i did ~~ i know tat lot of creativity stuff i also intrest of .....but mainly ~~~ creativity is not jus can be use on art ......it can be many things ....now i jus realize tat music could be 1 of creative path too .....creativity skill could be use on music too .....from now .....1 thing i ever found tat ......i wont do it tired ........its singing ~~~~ i really know tat myself like to sing alot ..........even music is attracted to me ...... as i know ppls said tat ~~~ if u can find something tat u do it without tired ....it means off u find something tat u really like alot ........i did ~~ i really found tat ~~ myself wont tired with singing .........so its true ........cause i know tat ........i can sing all days off ....... even singing nonesense ........=S duno what i sing about too haha ....its funny & weird rite? from here ......i know tat myself like music alot ....its ture ....i cant live wihout music .....even i remind something ........tat's i never ends up anythings with music .......from young until now ....i really like music alot .........MUSIC FOR LIVE .......truely =) ~~~


neways .....jus recently hesitated with something ........its Music , Art & Dance .......tis 3 .....i duno which 1 i gonna go in it ........singing ....well i really did ~~ singing ~~ tis for sure ~~ i'll put effort .....but come to Music ....must hv some music instrument to play ......another to get more knowledge from music ....rite ? .....so Piano and violin would be my target on to learn ~~~ but Piano ? ~~ my house canot put anythings anymore ......no space ......plus tat 1 piano consider expansive ...thinks tat my family wont affort 1 for me....but Piano can match with singing ....tat's y ....i choose Piano ........but conclusion .....i cant choose Piano ....cause of the reason i mention jus now ..... ~~ so i'll choose Violin .....even it can match with singing ....but i prefer music ....so i mus get through of it ......b4 tat ....i also thinks tat now 18 jus learn Violin or Piano ? will be too late ? ...i also duno !! ......tat's what i alyways hesitate of !! piano or violin @@? ~~~ not only tis ~~~ other ways ..........DANCE could be 1 of my intrest too .......but consider hard for me ....duno whether i really like it or not ..........aihh ~~~

Actually .........wat i wan to mention about for now is .......i really find my way ....i know tat im a person which in Creativity Path ^^ ~~ happy ........finally i know what i wan .....but jus tis ~~ is not enough ..........i must try more things another to get to know what i really wan to ....i dun wan to waste my time ~~~ and also money which from my parents .........they are really pity enough to hv a such " bai ga zai " -____- i duno la ~~~ but for me .....i think i would take violin ....rather than dance .......for what i am now ....hope to get through more about music ~~~ and also my ART ATTACT skill kekeke ........ so MUSIC + ART ......things i need to pump .......so ~~ CHEER UP for myself ~_~" ~~~i can do it .....=) k its late .....gonna sleep ... nite ..... now blur blur edi ~~ i also lazy to scroll up and read what i hv wrote ~_~ wrong words and whatever ...i also dun care ~~ finish on writing tis ~~ i go to sleep now !! nite ~~~ Oyasumi Nasai =) ~~

Y Y AND TELL ME Y ???? THOUSAND OF Y?

Why ya ? .....i was wondering how many TRUE FRIENDS i've in my life ? ......really tired of tis .....and yet ~~ really wondering how TRUE are all my friends are ? i know a part of my friends are looks so fake ..........but how bout the true friends ? those who acknowledge tat he/she is my true friend ......how true u all ??? ......i really duno ! .......but what i wish for my true friend are jus ...pls be true to me ..........anythings jus straight away tell me ....y wan to keep something behind of me or neither talk something bad about me behind ? is tis the true friend can be accept of ? ........... as the day u said we're true friend ~ pls take note of tis ~~ as u said tat .....but some of them really drive me disappointed with u all !!! ......


For now ~~ i really duno how true of all the ppls are ?? ~~ all i know .....its jus believe in myself ...........tat's enough and also belive in god =) ~ ...how many ppls really can be 100% true to u in life ? .........its really hard to find the true friend ~~~~ sigh .......... duno le ~~ jus today ....unhappy with the stupid matter ~~~ ......but for myself ~~ i would take few min to hate a ppls ? but then take for the life to forgive on ppls ............actually i really MAD to my friends which wasting my time .....if they dun wan to go out or something not like about me ? pls jus mention to me MY DEAR TRUE FRIENDS !! ~~ y they wan lie me behind ?........tis really cause me lack of confidence with those " TRUE FRIENDS " ~~ duno how much i can still trusted u all .......but things are past ......so i dun wan to mention so much about it ....its past ......as i said i really canot hate a ppls for longer @@ ? y ? i also hope tat i can HATED them !!! ya within the short of the time i really wan to call them all " SCOLD " them HARDLY !! but .....i cant .........aihh.....so jus let off my stress on my face jus now @@ ........duno la !! keep on rubing my face !!! HARDLY !! >< !!! .....aihh.....


As today ......for tis happen to me .....i'll remember it always....as u all ignore me .....i may not take any revenge from u all ! but yet ...also wan to thx all of u all my TRUE FRIENDS !! ...for tis ~~ i'll become more and more confidence and trusted with myself ! ....some of the power are pushing me behind ...i'll always appreciate tis kind of overwelmingly which pushing me ~~ something is jus brighten on me ......as u all do so .....i'll prove tat to u all ......i'll become more and more confidence to myself .......and not become more and more soft like b4 ! ......cause im not the old of myself ! I WILL CHANGE AND PROVE TAT ~ I CAN DO IT ! K ! k time to sleep ! enough ! good nite ......